Night starts out chill.. I never try to force anything to happen anymore. Never try to push outside my own frame. The night comes, it always comes. Danger. Blood. Lust. It’s all there. I wait As Tolle the hobgoblin says, “I am in joy in myselfIf you’re standing in a bar or club, feeling anxious wanting something to happen, wondering if you should approach...

So I hung out with two girls in their hotel room a couple of Saturdays ago- I’d known one already, had a lot of hot sex with her before, and she wanted me to drive up to see her before she moved to Florida to do amateur webcam porn. She’ll be the third girl I lose to this shit.. gawdamn. Anyways I walk in and her friend is passed out on the bed, we...