Resort holiday girl

I'll post a couple snippets, the convo is too long. This girl is really awesome and I like her but I don't feel the a super ferocious sexual attraction so I'm not trying to "play it safe". We hung out a bit, I might have kissed her once. The convo continued after I left for home

Her: have a safe drive! Maybe I'll come visit this summer

Her: man, you have a lot of cheerleaders in this town!

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Me: haha nice! What's the general consensus?

her: (thumbs up)

me: haha sweet!

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a few days ago

almost midnight

her: what are you up to?

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Me: night owl obviously

her: no, not really. More of a trainwreck!

 then I called her and got somewhat sexual on the phone. She got drunk at baseball. After the call as I was about to go to sleep

her: I want to play ... Board games!

me: srsly?

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her: well, I suppose if you were here, I'd be letting you eat me out and

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me: ...and slide my cock inside you?

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her: of course!

That was 2 days ago. Here's where the convo is now

3am this morn

her: and now what are you doing?

8am

me: woke up thinking of you.. In bed, so fucking hard right now.. If you were here I'd roll over and spoon you, tracing my hands from your neck.. Shoulder.. Hips.. Waist.. Tits

me: you wake up with a soft, wide smile, rolling towards me, nuzzling into me.. You reach down and feel how hard I am..

her: and then we'd have awesome morning sex and boozy coffee and them maybe more sex?

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her: then my mouth will be nice and warm when I suck you off!

me: dammit I want you between my legs right now going down on me.. My hand buried in your hair.. Looking up at me..

her: do you read a lot of romance novels? You seem to have this down.

me: lol I write

i post this convo to contrast the difference between me "playing it safe" and me (here) just self amusing and doing what I want. This is a threshold I need to break through