Kiss The Dream Goodbye

I'm at a crossroads, and it's a good one.

It's finally sinking in. There is no such animal that will get you every single girl you want. It's impossible. 

​Therefore, since that doesn't exist, whats left?

​There are the girls you have a chance with. Out of those millions of girls, there are a few thousand within there that are worth your

​time. 

​SCREENING. Is she even worth having? Fuck the little boy games of chasing a girl down who kind of wants you so you have to

​compromise to have her on her terms. What about girls who are actually feeling you and by you conducting yourself as an actual

​MAN they do things on your, YOUR terms?

​I am disgusted with some of my past actions in the game, now that I'm actually waking up more and more. I really did some abhorrent,

​dishonorable, undignified, PUNK ASS shit. All in the name of getting a girl and/or keeping her.

​SCREENING. Is she even worth having? Fuck the rest of that punk ass bullshit, if I'm coming equipt with the best game I can

​come with, with my best foot forward and it's still not good enough for her, then she's not good enough for me. I don't need her.

​I don't need anything from her. Period.

​How do I know she's worth having? It's more than looks. She's gotta make me want to stay talking to her. What the fuck do I look

​like to myself JUMPING through her hoops, being a fucking puppy, when I don't even like her? And even if I did, what the fuck

​kind of respect do I have for myself and what can I expect from her by being a puppy? I don't care how it presents itself, if it's 

​aggressive, non aggressive etc, compromising yourself is compromising yourself.

​I destroyed my own self-esteem coming into this community. I chased so much and compromised my character so much that I

​lost respect for myself. Now I can see very clearly that with every lay that I worked hard yet didn't hold true to my character 

​I was just going further in the wrong direction, thinking that I could seduce every girl in my path.

​WRONG.

​It's a new day. It's time to play this the right way.

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