LR: Big Boobs and Two Important Points

Friday night I brought this chick with big natural boobies back to the house and banged her with a condom on. 

Two things that are important to me from this night:

1.  Its the first time I've cum with a condom on in I don't know how long.

2.  I'm completely dropping the 1-10 rating scale from now on, it's either Wood or Wood Not.  Like I say to other guys, "It's your dick." 

Background: 

I've been mentally obsessed over getting better with hotter girls since I got into learning game.  Its funny because I'm one of those lucky guys whose brain snaps into gear when talking to a stunner, and certain parts of my game are actually better the hotter she is.  I think it has something to do with full presence and intent.  Anyways, I'm dropping the 1-10 rating scale because I don't believe that it matters.  All that matters to me is that a girl makes my dick hard.  Maybe I'll have a different opinion for girls that I'm dating, but for girls I want to fuck its binary--Wood or Wood Not. 

Along those lines, I've gained a new appreciation for the "curvier" girls and girls who are more sensual in general.  There are def girls who are considered "hot" by a majority of guys, but turn me off by the way they stand, move, walk, sound, etc.  I've definitely started paying more attention to how a girl walks and moves. 

The other thing I need to get out there was my issue with ED.  I wake up many mornings hard-ons and get random boners during the day, so I know its not a physiological issue.  Great, so that means it was mental.  There were definitely times this winter when I would get hard while dancing with a girl, but then it would go away.  About a week ago I was carrying this girl around and had her sitting on my lap and def was flying the flag over half mast the whole time (did not pull).  I was aroused the whole time I was talking to this chick on Friday and maintained a rock-solid erection the whole time my cock was out of my pants until I came.  Feels good mang.

Beginning:

I got off work at late in a suit and I was thirsty and had to wait for someone.  Walked over to a bar to get a glass of water.  There were 3 mexicans who were having a MMF group makeout.  It was hilarious to watch in a train-wreck sort of way.  The two guys were on either side of the girl and were both groping her while taking turns devouring her face.  There were a few normal guys next to them who were trying to have their own conversation but couldn't because they were too distracted by the MMF.  I walked around them towards the left side of the bar and posted up to wait for the bartender.  I remember looking down to my left when I got to the bar and seeing big tits above a flat stomach and shoulder-length brown hair. 

She ordered a drink, the bartender asked to see ID, and I saw a maple leaf on her passport.  I opened with something super clever like, "So, you're Canadian, eh?"  I got a glass of water from the bartender and made conversation with this chick while texting the guy I was supposed to meet up with.  I was super tired and had to be up for work again in 6 hours, so I wasn't putting in any real effort, just being my funny self and telling stories.  She kept giving me weird reactions and sometimes trying to call me out.  I really was trying to meet up with this dude for the first hour of the interaction and wasn't putting much thought into pulling her.  She said things from time to time to get a reaction out of me.  And asked me more than once, "What can I do for you?"  At first I thought she was going for the coy double-entendre but later I realized it meant something else entirely. 

Deciding to Pull:

Every time I would turn away or make it clear I was losing interest she would drop something like, "I'm not wearing a bra" into the convo to "test" me.  Most of the time I laughed it off, but I was steadily getting a boner and it wasn't dropping below chubby.  Once it became apparent that I was not going to be able to meet up with this guy that night, then I decided it was time to pull.  She claimed that her friend was in their room snoring and she couldn't sleep so thats why she came out to get a drink.  I knew she came out to get some dick, but I didn't tell her that.  Anyways, once I decided it was time to pull I tried leading her physically and by steering the conversation.  She flat out told me that she couldn't take me home because she was sharing a bed with her friend, and flat out refused to go anywhere with me.  No talk of "afterparty" or her seeing me excited about swimming in the pool before going to bed worked  on her. 

By this point in the night I had to be up for work in four hours.  I told her that she was welcome to walk me to the car but either way I'm leaving now.  She told me to have a good night, and I made the walk to the car by myself.  As I was standing at the drivers side door taking off my suit jacket and tie I looked up to see her walking across the parking lot towards me, hips swaying and a big smile on her face.  She asked me why I walked away mad.  I replied, "I actually have to be up for work in 4 hours and need to sleep."  She tried to talk but didn't get out more than a word before I grabbed the back of her head, started kissing her, and bent her backwards over the car.  I reached my hand inside the top of her sundress and started playing with those big titties that I had been staring at for the last hour.  I pulled her dress up and shoved my hand down the front of her panties, she made all these hot little girly noises but then yanked my hand out and pulled the dress down.  After a few more minutes of her saying variations of, "I can't and I shouldn't" I opened the car door and got in my side.  Then I opened her side and told her to get in.  More hot makeout, more hand down her panties. 

The Turning Point:

I then decided to pull a patented Manwhore move by pulling my hard cock out and telling her, "There's someone I want to introduce you to."  I grabbed her hand and put it on him and let her stroke him for a bit.  Then I grabbed the back of her head and pushed it down.  She resisted (because we were in a well-lit parking lot sitting in a convertible with the top down) but I still got her to give him some kisses and a little sucky.  I put him away and went to start the car and then she refused to go along.  I told her if she wasn't coming with then she needed to get out.  I kissed her hard and then pushed her out. 

As she was walking away I barked out, "Get back here now!" and opened the door for her.  She sat back down, I kissed her again.  She wanted it so badly, but I don't know what was holding her back.  I reassured her that she would get back safely before her friend woke up, and even promised to drive her back myself before work.  She paused and while she paused I buckled her seatbelt for her and started the car.  She made some feeble attempts at protesting while we were driving out of the parking lot, but I was saying nonsensical stuff like, "I never do anything like this" and "I can't believe I'm doing this" and that seemed to shut her up.  2 mins later and she was telling me how much she loves my driving. 

Back at the House:

I knew she prob had to pee and needed some water, so I immediately showed her where the bathroom was and got her some water.  Then I walked her out to the back yard where the pool is.  I had stripped down to my boxers while she was peeing.  I thought about getting her naked and jumping in the pool but I really just wanted to bang and then fall asleep.  So, as I was showing her the pool I yanked her dress off over her head, started sucking on her big natural titties, and put her hand on my cock.  Then I walked her to my bedroom, threw her on the bed, and laid down next to her while pushing my boxers down.  She--without removing her dress--started sucking me off like a champ while I was fingering her and playing with those big boobies.  After a few mins of that I wanted to get it in.  I could tell she was shaking in anticipation but refused to do it without a condom. 

Victory!

Because of my past issues with ED, I was wary of what could happen in the time it took me to find a condom and put it on, plus if the lack of sensistivity would affect my abililty to orgasm.  My cock was all, "Challenge Accepted!"  and I remained rock hard while looking around my room for a condom, putting it on, and then railing her!  We played around for a bit afterwards but I was falling asleep.  She took a cab home.

Debrief:

As we were laying there afterwards she told me that she thought I was a conman or a drug dealer or something because of my hair, the suit, and my stories.  She said she thought I was super hot.  She told me that she asked me, "What do you want from me?" because she thought I was going to try to sell her something or scam her.  She said my stories were too polished and I was too slick overall.  All of this was hilarious to me of course because I was tired as fuck, distracted, and low energy.  Also, my nose runs a little bit when I yawn when tired and she kept trying to tell me that I do coke, but I've never touched the stuff in my life.  She told me that I was a combo of a "lawyer, salesman, and south park."