Anyone Have Experience With This: Quick Question
Sun, 07/08/2012 - 09:15
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=grPfVlj7Go4
So tonight i had MASSIVE state... felt amazing... like seriously amazing. Felt like i was on ecstasy... it happens, sometimes.
I was all alone and sober but I was like walking into my first bar clapping my hands and screaming and just like walking with total swag... totally feeling amazing..
But I was getting MASSIVE amounts of INSTANT BLOWOUTS...
Wondering if anyone has had nights like these- where you are actually IN STATE and yet are getting tons of instant blowouts.. it was slightly confusing.
I'm pinning it on the fact that I felt so good that I wasn't focusing on fundamentals at all and was sorta just approaching however I wanted, and not going in super hard.
But anyone with experience with this? Would love to hear your thoughts.
Also- it didn't help that by the time I got downtown it was like 230
But yeah... I probably had like 10-15 instant blowouts tonight. NOTHING even opened. And yet I felt amazing.
So tonight i had MASSIVE state... felt amazing... like seriously amazing. Felt like i was on ecstasy... it happens, sometimes.
I was all alone and sober but I was like walking into my first bar clapping my hands and screaming and just like walking with total swag... totally feeling amazing..
But I was getting MASSIVE amounts of INSTANT BLOWOUTS...
Wondering if anyone has had nights like these- where you are actually IN STATE and yet are getting tons of instant blowouts.. it was slightly confusing.
I'm pinning it on the fact that I felt so good that I wasn't focusing on fundamentals at all and was sorta just approaching however I wanted, and not going in super hard.
But anyone with experience with this? Would love to hear your thoughts.
Also- it didn't help that by the time I got downtown it was like 230
But yeah... I probably had like 10-15 instant blowouts tonight. NOTHING even opened. And yet I felt amazing.
Sun, 07/08/2012 - 10:30
#1
Re: Anyone Have Experience With This: Quick Question
@buddhagames:
You weren't sharing the drugs yo. People were pissed
You weren't sharing the drugs yo. People were pissed
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Sun, 07/08/2012 - 11:07
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Re: Anyone Have Experience With This: Quick Question
@buddhagames:
Yh, MW's kinda right.
You were probably 'unapproachable' cause of how in state you were. It's like that weird dude in class who never chills but is all over the place and you just don't have time for a cook like that, so you avoid him. Girls couldn't find you real enough to speak to i'm guessing. You gave too little of a fuck.
Watch alex's video on the Statement of empathy.
Yh, MW's kinda right.
You were probably 'unapproachable' cause of how in state you were. It's like that weird dude in class who never chills but is all over the place and you just don't have time for a cook like that, so you avoid him. Girls couldn't find you real enough to speak to i'm guessing. You gave too little of a fuck.
Watch alex's video on the Statement of empathy.
Sun, 07/08/2012 - 17:52
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Re: Anyone Have Experience With This: Quick Question
@Gogo:
Yeah- you're both dead on... It's funny, right? Cause having that feeling sober is kinda new and at one point I remember just sitting down and staring at the ceiling and just being like, "HOLY SHIT... THIS IS AWESOME" haha I walked into this room where they were playing like electric music and I just stood in the center of the room with my hands in the air for like 2 minutes and stared at the ceiling!
omg, I must have looked so creepy... but seriously guys, when I say I felt like I was on ecstasy... yeah... I'm NOT joking.
I gotta just get used to this shit.
Yeah- you're both dead on... It's funny, right? Cause having that feeling sober is kinda new and at one point I remember just sitting down and staring at the ceiling and just being like, "HOLY SHIT... THIS IS AWESOME" haha I walked into this room where they were playing like electric music and I just stood in the center of the room with my hands in the air for like 2 minutes and stared at the ceiling!
omg, I must have looked so creepy... but seriously guys, when I say I felt like I was on ecstasy... yeah... I'm NOT joking.
I gotta just get used to this shit.
Sun, 07/08/2012 - 18:47
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Re: Anyone Have Experience With This: Quick Question
@buddhagames:
How were you approaching by the way?
When you're in great state like you was it's so easy to get physical, like picking chicks off the ground and saying random shit they laugh at. If you went in with the usual shoulder tap, "hey i'm buddha, what's up" smiling like you're on crack then it ain't congruent lol
How were you approaching by the way?
When you're in great state like you was it's so easy to get physical, like picking chicks off the ground and saying random shit they laugh at. If you went in with the usual shoulder tap, "hey i'm buddha, what's up" smiling like you're on crack then it ain't congruent lol
Sun, 07/08/2012 - 18:49
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Re: Anyone Have Experience With This: Quick Question
@Gogo:
lmao- i was doing a lot of pointing, like, "HEY YOU"
But yeah- I was doing a lot of tapping, hey, I'm buddha... lmao
I was also just goin in weak with like, "What's up guys" but I thnk I was in such a good state that I must have come across like a total weirdo cause like my state was prob just like BUBBLING over and yet I was sorta trying to CONTAIN it.
lmao- i was doing a lot of pointing, like, "HEY YOU"
But yeah- I was doing a lot of tapping, hey, I'm buddha... lmao
I was also just goin in weak with like, "What's up guys" but I thnk I was in such a good state that I must have come across like a total weirdo cause like my state was prob just like BUBBLING over and yet I was sorta trying to CONTAIN it.