Baseline & Continuous Improvement of Basics
Hello, fuckers
In a unique flux period in life, where focusing on primarily health, growth & recovery to "get back to" (never have been) the kind of person I want to be. Women have been a part of my life that I have never prioritized, always stressing wealth & success first.
This was a big mistake. Women are a great outlet to test yourself in being exactly the kind of person you've always wanted to be. In the past, its always been one of those things that I was never present about, but online dating has really changed that. Probably spent at least a few months (not continuously) adjusting/stealing/experimenting with profile description, photos, openers etc till I got to the point where now that I have intentionally thought out all that stuff, I'm starting to just flow with it and really have fun with it.
"So I'm really unsure of how to take your profile. I was halfway offended and amused at the same time, which was good, I guess? I mean, if people aren't offended by me, they aren't my friend, so I kinda get that. And titty donuts, nice touch."
OKC has surprisingly been more fruitful than POF, but both profiles are different, so who knows, still experimenting.
"You messaged me with an empty "about me" section, my heart flutters in anticipation. Though, to be perfectly honest, several months ago I deleted it hoping to put up something more interesting and then spring was here and all I could think about was building things, creating things and sex. Now that that's winding down I have a new chicken coop, run, built a bookcase for a friend in exchange for some rockin art, several new plants, a somewhat smoothed libido and two new dresses. You're full of confidence and have a nice witty bone, you sound interesting, this will be fun. Finishing dinner at the moment, stuffed, smoked bell peppers and sesame garlic broccoli on the wok. To be completed with a homemade pudding popsicle. I hope you're having a wonderful evening, pleasure hear from you. =) Pancake, waffle, you can choose one or you can have both. I make killer breakfast."
Have been creeping here a while, so If some this stuff seems familiar, I appreciate it! ;)
Pretty much first time I'm experimenting seriously with dating/ being a real manwhore, and Im just turning 24... oops xD (I really don't count getting so depressed that I barely hooked up with a fatty a few times, I don't even think she got me fully hard :/) I mean, I was in college and everything, getting indoctrinated to be an insufferable knowitall wimp, till I dropped out & decided to drop out & figure out why I wasn't more badass.
Problem solved. Can't wait to keep getting my shit together & join the program too ;)
Peace.
Belligerent
Are those messages you recieved or part of your profile. I'm confused lol.
Very funny tho!
I'm assuming that was the response you got from that message you sent her. Sexy. So you're just trying to take it from here somewhere good? Have you messaged her back yet?
"Well please don't eat too many more bell peppers and sesame as you may have temporarily solved your libido issue, but such things could invoke a flare-up again. Unless I happen to be there. In which case I would have to order up some doctoring for you. And I'm afraid I have to admit after an extended stoppage of use my doctor skills are a bit.. rough around the edges. Rockin art indeed. I'm curious. Is it Flintstonian era?"
I go in and I'm crisp, clean and my vocals are fucking coming out like music. - Anonymous MW student
- Autismus Terminus Finis (Root Cause/Cure of Autism Epidemic)
- Called Off My Wedding & Other Turn Tail Signs Of The American Male
That's slightly hurried but it's good.
I go in and I'm crisp, clean and my vocals are fucking coming out like music. - Anonymous MW student
- Autismus Terminus Finis (Root Cause/Cure of Autism Epidemic)
- Called Off My Wedding & Other Turn Tail Signs Of The American Male
Pudding popsicle? Geezez. This girl does not have a "smoothed out libido". Lmao
I go in and I'm crisp, clean and my vocals are fucking coming out like music. - Anonymous MW student
- Autismus Terminus Finis (Root Cause/Cure of Autism Epidemic)
- Called Off My Wedding & Other Turn Tail Signs Of The American Male
"Well please don't eat too many more bell peppers and sesame as you may have temporarily solved your libido issue, but such things could invoke a flare-up again. Unless I happen to be there. In which case I would have to order up some doctoring for you. And I'm afraid I have to admit after an extended stoppage of use my doctor skills are a bit.. rough around the edges. Rockin art indeed. I'm curious. Is it Flintstonian era?"
omg this is exactly what she wants to hear back ha
Where'd this mamba jamba go?
I go in and I'm crisp, clean and my vocals are fucking coming out like music. - Anonymous MW student
- Autismus Terminus Finis (Root Cause/Cure of Autism Epidemic)
- Called Off My Wedding & Other Turn Tail Signs Of The American Male
Oops ;) got caught up in things!
#1 was scary fat lol didnt respond
Met with girl #2, she's ok, mature, 35 ish.
Logistics are a huge issue for me at the moment, as Im pretty much homeless (lol) so we met and had a picnic at the park.
Dropped the ball on following up, as I went downhill mentally for a week and a half, but I ended up hooking up with a 28 yr old. Was moderately pleasing.
Realizing to get better results, I HAVE to do something about my social phobia so I can transfer my skills with text to real life & make it natural. Im not awful, I just get passive and stop leading when I get self-conscious & anxious.
Plan:
Spend 1 - 2 hours daily this week people watching & voice record me telling stories that I make up about how much of a hooligan/troublemaker they are.
Next, move that up so each time I make a story, approach them with that frame & assume rapport based on that & tease the hell out of them.
Ive done this before with a buddy as we walked around campus (ended up stealing this giant balloon from a sorority house... We laughed our asses off when they threatened to call the cops)
Next, is doing the same thing, but with the intent clear in my head that Im walking up to her, bc Im curious about fvcking her.
The rest Im comfortable leaving alone for now, as long as I stay physical & leading emotionally.
Ps. I kinda mentioned it before, but in terms of "things to do to improve mental health & emotional posture" this shit is fire. Everything is a reflection of who you want to be as a man, and the only manipulation comes when you need to simplify things to reward her with yer goodies.
Much love.
Another that cracked me up o:
Maybe we can share a needle on the roof at Belle's? That'd be romantic. After that we can go back to my trailer and watch re runs of cops from my track phone. Only have a gb of data tho.
Another that cracked me up o:
Maybe we can share a needle on the roof at Belle's? That'd be romantic. After that we can go back to my trailer and watch re runs of cops from my track phone. Only have a gb of data tho.
Oops ;) got caught up in things! #1 was scary fat lol didnt respond Met with girl #2, she's ok, mature, 35 ish. Logistics are a huge issue for me at the moment, as Im pretty much homeless (lol) so we met and had a picnic at the park. Dropped the ball on following up, as I went downhill mentally for a week and a half, but I ended up hooking up with a 28 yr old. Was moderately pleasing. Realizing to get better results, I HAVE to do something about my social phobia so I can transfer my skills with text to real life & make it natural. Im not awful, I just get passive and stop leading when I get self-conscious & anxious. Plan: Spend 1 - 2 hours daily this week people watching & voice record me telling stories that I make up about how much of a hooligan/troublemaker they are. Next, move that up so each time I make a story, approach them with that frame & assume rapport based on that & tease the hell out of them. Ive done this before with a buddy as we walked around campus (ended up stealing this giant balloon from a sorority house... We laughed our asses off when they threatened to call the cops) Next, is doing the same thing, but with the intent clear in my head that Im walking up to her, bc Im curious about fvcking her. The rest Im comfortable leaving alone for now, as long as I stay physical & leading emotionally. Ps. I kinda mentioned it before, but in terms of "things to do to improve mental health & emotional posture" this shit is fire. Everything is a reflection of who you want to be as a man, and the only manipulation comes when you need to simplify things to reward her with yer goodies. Much love.
dude I was writing something on mental health just now. Jon told me about Tolle a time ago and I had no clue it was related to mental health. Like I didn't know that was a thing. Come to find out it's very real and anyone and everyone can related (ever felt emotion? Well congratulations you have experienced mental health).
I begun with "Mental Health is a serious issue and it's not to be underestimated."