Chick in my friendship group (Near lr)
So I bumped into this girl I knew and walked around town with her for like 10 mins. Was just being physical, making her laugh etc. Then she mentioned she had a free stay at hotel and wanted me to come.
So I said no cuz I had plans to meet someone. But my plans went to shit. Had a free house and this girl flaked like 5 mins before cuz she had a migraine and couldn't shake it off. So I call the first chick like I'll come. This girl is in my friendship group so we pretty tight. And I dated one of her friends. So before I go she's like we can't do anything cuz your ex is like my lil sis... I'm cool with it and carry on.
I get to the hotel and we have drinks (her idea). Then we go on a hunt for more and sober up (her idea too). LOL. So we order a taxi to head into town jst for drinks. And I get pretty smashed don't remember much of the journey back home. We get in bed and I just wanna sleep, then this girl starts to get naked (fuck), to her bra and panties. But she puts a tshirt on. She gets in bed and sticks her ass out at me, I pull her in for a spoon. I still jst wanna sleep. I get semi erect visualising what I wanna do to her body, she can feel it too. She turns around and faces me, I hold the pause, building tension. She gives me a soft kiss. I'm still more interested in sleep. Then she jumps on me and ramps things up a bit. I kissed her back and she climbs on me. Then I undo her bra and she takes her top off. I flip her and slide 1 or more of my fingers inside her. She lets out a soft moan. I start to nibble on her titties. Shits getting pretty hot
then I take her hand and get her to start stroking my dick. Hmm. So I started fingering her pretty hard, and she cums within minutes. Like my hand is dripping. So she turns around and she's like we're not fucking, I'm like yeah cool, cuz at this moment I still wanted to sleep. So she gives me a handy and I cum.
Wake up ealry in the morning, she's already up so I start tryna finger her again. At first she's cool, then she's like nope and goes to take a shower. After that I act normal like nothing happened, so does she. Then we have normal convos on the way to the bus. Then later in the day I go to chill with her and a few of her friends but we don't talk much Coz I'm vibing with her friend. Who I also end up spooning. This time I'm not drunk. But don't pursue sent cuz she keeps bring up her bf. Since we have a lot of mutual friends I thought it'd be best.
The first gurl texts me the day after. I saw her a couple times during the day before cuz we stayed in the same hotel.
Her: BRING MY JAR BACK
me: (like 5 hrs later) why are we shouting
she ignores this. I don't chase. Not sure if I should pursue it cuz of the possible backlash. Best we could do maybe is fuck in private. What dyu guys think ?
thinking of sayin;
me: damn bet you loved having my fingers inside you. I did too
but it might be too sexual. She had me take photos of her I could send those to her instead ?
First of all you're WAY past "friendzone" WAY past the point of there being consequences or not. You fucking fingered her vagina and made her cum dude. Honestly this is just a cop-out for another botched attempt at fucking a girl. You're awful at it yet these girls keep putting themselves in compromising situations with you. Derp
Didn't intend for it to be otherwise at the start. But on the night I wasn't too interested in fuckin her. And we got back pretty late so I was still really pissed in the morning too. But you're right there were some flaws.
I think I'm good at getting the girls to my house, for one reason or another. It's after they're there. Tend to miss a cue or 2. So a lot of times I miss out on sex
And I probs shouldn't have made her cum. From fingering
Dude that is a clear case of cognitive dissonance you are evidencing. Either that or you've got your head so far up social conditioning's ass you can't actually see an inch in front of your face. Wtf c'mon man. You clearly want to fuck these girls.
I'm not familiar with cognitive dissonance, and only just learning about social conditioning now from RSD. But I guess at times it feels like I'm learning socially rather than first hand