Dog bit my groin - The Universe

I was beating myself up because it had been a week without approaching.  I found little excuses not to go out, and it was pulling me in my head.  Why?  Because I was resisting what I know I want to do - deep, deep down.

If you have ever watched 'Yes Man,' do you remember the part about breaking a promise to yourself?  When Jim Carrey stops saying yes, the universe finds a way to make things go wrong.  The elevator he's in breaks down, his car gets towed, and he trips down a flight of stairs.  It's a great analogy that expresses the reality of a growing inner self.  Once you begin to unleash your inner being, it will do everything in its power to help you stay grounded.  It will speak to you.  It will interfere in your life for the better - even if it means short term pain.  And it will not let you get away from turning your back on your real self. 

Well, guess what happened to me?  I was on a run, and a dog came out of nowhere and took a big bite out of my groin.  It missed my balls by a millimeter.  I spent the next few hours in the emergency room getting my wounds opened up further and cleaned out.  They're doing everything possible to keep the bite from infection.  No one wants an infection to spread to the dick.

What did this teach me?  It was a good little message from the universe, god, my inner self - whatever the fuck you want to call it - telling me that I better stop taking my balls for fucking granted and keep the promise I made to myself.  I'm ready to keep beasting.

AMEN