Female energy will do whatever it can to bring out or test your masculinity

If you are not living up to your expectations of yourself as a Man the women in your life are going to bring you a world of pain. They will make you confront your failings as a Man over and over.

My mom tried nuturing it out of me, screaming at me. It is her inner programming to get the best of out of me. I used to get SO MAD when she would do this. My ego would attack, defend, deflect any of her attempts to bring out my core. I have the same energy in me that has built cities, solved the worlds biggest problems, gave multiple orgasms to Celopatra - Its there wanting to fuck the universe. That energy has a purpose FAR BEYOND your ego's need to stay safe, none of us can truly understand that with our minds.

My Mom is a strong woman it is her highest purpose to bring out my masculine energy. She didn't have the necessary resources in order to actually do so but gawddamn that would not stop her from trying. She would project onto me SO STRONGLY that I needed to achieve the goals she laid out of me or else she could never be happy. That fucked me up royally cause they were the goals SHE laid out for me and I wouldn't be tapping into my masculinity for my own highest purpose but for the purposes just to please a woman.

Yesterday I watched the first episode of true detective for the forth time. I still haven't made it past the first episode.

Rust is sitting at Mr. Chodes dinner table. He is drunk. He has pain. The female energy at the table can sense this. The girls don't have any social programming to know "your not supposed to be rude" so they crack into him quite bluntly. "Have you ever shot a man?" That little bitch! She says it in a challenging tone. Like she knnowwss he has and knows he is carrying emotional burden from it. So what does she do? What any good woman does, she picks at it, she tests his manhood. The Mom feels the social tension and awkwardness. The girls dont give a fuck but she changes the topic to something light, you can see it not only in her words but her tone. Mr Chode then leaves the table, oblivious to what is happening and Ms. Fml-I-have-a-chode-husband sets in to work.

She right away gets real with him. Her tone says she cares for him and wants to help. She sees the pain behind the man and tactfully sets in to help him. Her prorgamming tells her this is a MAN with unlimited potential, I need to nuture him so that it can be released. Rust excuses himself and Mr Chode sits back in. As he gets up her tone when she says "of course" is heartwarming and understanding. Mr Chode sits back down. She right away starts attacking him for being so obilvious to what is going on. She might as well be sitting him down and telling him how he is fucking up the unfolding of the universe because he cares more about what his coworkers think of him than his partner who is the eptiome of a Man and has the potential to do great things.

Fellas.. Of course woman want you to insta-makeout with them at a festival. Of course they want threesomes. These are both things that came VERY naturally to me before any social programming fucked me up. When I was 19 going out to clubs it was a way for my repressed masculinity to be unleashed. My highest purpose was to dance, have fun, joke around... The makeouts happened naturally as girls saw I was on my purpose and would literally throw themselves at me. They knew deep down that by making out with me, the purpose of the universe was being accomplished. Then I got bored of them but needed to keep doing them because I had the self image of a guy who could get insta makeouts. Only a desperate, delusional woman would makeout with a stranger whose purpose is to validate his own shitty ego. They can sense that off you.

When I was 4 I was caught showing my penis to two neighbour girls, sisters. I had value, a penis for them to learn about. Not sexually yet but I had something they didnt, they were curious and I offered them value. OF COURSE girls want to have threesomes.Their deepest core wants to please a man on his purpose. Manage their expectations and assume its happening. When you are connected to your highest purpose and stick your dick inside a woman she feels as if she is a part of it as well. If you manage things well and control their reality, the other girl is apart of the same great purpose.

A few weeks ago I got high and fucked a girl David D style after creating an awesome emotional connection. Im pretty sure she had an out of body experience and she mananges to mumble.. "I feel... I feel like I am apart of something bigger..." That is your job as a Man when you interact with girls.

Human conciousness is about to blossom into the universe. When you interact with people they will sense that and bend to the will. It puts you in the Matrix. The average Chode has no purpose other than to avoid pain and seek trival pursuits. If you align yourself to your true purpose people will either test you or help you.