Female Sexual Fantasies - A Story from My Secret Garden
This is an excerpt from a book I've been reading, "My Secret Garden". It's basically an inside look at the sexual fantasies woman have. I highly recommend it if you want to level up your sex game. This story highlights one of the most powerful fantasies women have. Bonus points for anyone who can identify what it is. Shouldn't be hard with the context clues in the story.
I've also went ahead and bolded the most important lines in the story. Read the entire thing but really soak in the bolded parts.
LETS GET INTO THE STORY!!
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I’m afraid my fantasies are just the usual ones. This is my favorite: I am brought at the age of thirteen or fourteen, as a pubescent girl, by my mother to be sold to an Oriental potentate.
Actually, it’s a faceless mother, not really my mother, because I rather have this thing against my mother. But she’s somebody of authority and she’s brought me here to sell me. She’s told me in advance exactly what I am to do. In fact, she’s trained me herself since childhood to perform sexually, she’s raised me as a purely and perfect sexual object, demonstrating on me herself to show me just how everything should be done. She’s performed cunnilingus on me, done everything to me, and showed me with her own body. Actually, it gets a little confusing here as to whether it’s a mother or who it is…but it is a woman.
We enter the palace. And there is the potentate sitting on his throne like a great Buddha, a rajah. I have been instructed by my mother exactly what I must do; there is no hesitation on my part, I must perform well, it is the culmination of my training, or I will not be bought. And it is a great honor to be bought. My mother begins by describing my abilities to the Rajah. In fact, she begins by demonstrating on him herself just what it is she has taught me to do. She fucks him, sitting on top of him on his throne, she goes down on him, she plays with him all the while talking to him of me.
Then she performs on me, she goes down on me, she fucks me, but not with any apparatus – there’s never any of that – she does it with her finger. I lie there, responding just as I should as her finger or her tongue enter me, my beautiful body reacting perfectly.
It gets confused here…let me think…The Rajah himself is passive throughout all of this. But he’s pleased with my performance, very pleased, that’s the most important thing, of course.
He says, "Yes, she will do, she’s marvelous, she will have a high position in the court …"
It never has anything to do with, "She’ll be the most bejeweled or the richest"; it’s not that kind of harem. The idea is that I’ve performed beautifully and that I’m the most sexual figure he’s ever seen and he wants me there by his side.
He, the Rajah, never leaves his throne. He sits up there and my mother and I perform below him on a kind of stage, a platform. We are naked at this point, but when I was brought in I was beautifully robed. I was taken to him and he parted my robes and murmured appreciation. But it’s my mother who undresses me, pointing out all the beautiful parts of my body as she uncovers them, "Look at this body, the beauty of the breasts …"
"Look at how I’ve nurtured her," she continues, her hands moving over my hips, parting my ass for him to see, "look how beautifully she’s shaped, just to please you."
Then she has me lie down and she parts my legs, exposing my cunt so that he can see how perfect it is. This is when she performs on me. All this time he’s masturbating. And so are the courtiers, oh yes, it’s a big M-G-M court, with Nubians standing around holding torches
Then I go and sit on the Rajah’s lap, he just parts his gown, and I fuck him…after I’ve gone down on him. I sit there naked on his cock on his throne and through it all he does nothing, nothing to me, nothing for me. I do all the work…which is what I’ve been trained to do, so in the fantasy it doesn’t matter, but now that I think of it, it’s strange that there’s really nothing in it for me sexually. What matters is that I’m the best, I’m accepted. The sex part with the Rajah isn’t what counts – whether he’s big or skillful or anything; I have other fantasies where size and skill and three men at once are what turns me on – but this one, and it’s my favorite, it’s all about being accepted. What I mean is, if I’m being fucked in real life, and I have this fantasy…it’s the greatest pusher in the world.
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Gotta check it out, the writing is strange yet sexy. Tanks Jihad!
It's better to discuss this one also in terms of its dichotomy. Otherwise you risk coming off like an asshole ;) :p
I go in and I'm crisp, clean and my vocals are fucking coming out like music. - Anonymous MW student
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^ Wtf...??? Lol
I go in and I'm crisp, clean and my vocals are fucking coming out like music. - Anonymous MW student
- Autismus Terminus Finis (Root Cause/Cure of Autism Epidemic)
- Called Off My Wedding & Other Turn Tail Signs Of The American Male
There’s a lot here lol - More than what I delved into before
Its easy to get lost in the whole “I’m here to please” idea and I can get how you can come across like an asshole when you’re focused on a woman just being there for you while you sit on your throne not doing anything lol. That’s not what this is about.
The pleasing accept is huge. Women get a great sense of satisfaction from pleasing amd satisfying their man. Think blowjobs and being told how great they are at it etc...Even if you don’t look at that sexually, women love to nurture and heal as well which ties greatly to pleasing. This should be obvious when you look at what careers women tend to over represent. Teaching, medicine...(Don’t misconstrue this with all women guys. Lots of women go into politics and stem fields too. Totally normal) - Even in their personalities too. A lot of my female friends would take care of some of my drunken guy friends and play the mother so to speak. Sometimes even forced it upon my friends lol
But that’s not all, there is an element of worship in this fantasy that roams around the female psyche and is very important to look at. The Raj is the utmost authority in the room. Women love authority. Authority is high value. Women love to be the property of a high value man. If a high value man tells her not to do something, she’ll comply and like that he’s posessive. If a low value guy tries the same thing he’s labeled as a needy weirdo. The woman in the story loves to please but only in recognition for her man AKA the raj.
The next thing is humiliation - There is no privacy here. This woman is performing in front of the royal court while everyone jerks off to her. Its public. Societally, that’s embarassing to be unclothed, especially infront of powerful people. Like Adam and Eve being banned from the kingdom of heaven and coming to be aware of their nudity. Its also why this is so arousing and stimulating. She’s not supposed to do this hence why when she does its exhilirating and damn fucking hot. Especially cause everybody loves it too.
The big takeaway here for me is what it does for this woman. There is a sense of fulfillment she gets from this. She feels complete and accepted which is the pinnacle of not just femininity but of humanity itself. We all just want to feel that wholeness. I love this story especially because of that. We have the ability to offer confidence to women through our ability to give them amazing and satisfying sexual experiences. Its not just about a big dick.
This is what we all should be aiming for. To make the people around us, including ourselves, closer to consciousness, deeper intimacy, and to become self-actualized and excited about life.
Be the King of your life. Be the King to your woman(s).
I hope this explanation is satiafactory, I’m writing this post a Kelsi Monroe booty video.
This is a pretty cool read. The big thing that stuck out to me is how she keeps referring to herself as Perfect... but perfect to him (The Rajah). Rajah embodies authority aka a high value man. His passiveness - could she be taking it that there's possible disinterest from him, her being below the Rajah with her mother. Additionally, the escalation is not very hollywood at all.
There was a sense of ectasy and fulfillment that she experienced as a result of no one being more attractive to the Rajah than HER. In other words, women love being the sexiest woman for a high value man. Which really should help you understand something. It wasn't about the sex here - she flat out says it, but what she alludes to is about the EXPERIENCE the man is providing her.
Now think about how a woman could know that you find her to be the sexiest thing ever besides actually telling her. Actions do speak louder than words. Through "shit tests" or "obstacles" she places, some intentional, some are just incidental but nonetheless serve the same purpose after she experiences you handle them. Well duh - it's part of the natural dance to seduction. It is in these moments that you show her just how much you find her sexy. Your relentless persistence for her. Smoothly handling "logistical problems," cock blocks, AMOGS - utilizing all of your available resources to make snap decisions in order to help bring you two closer together.
But what if shame is no longer part of the equation anymore. What if on the Raj, she is free to be the Queen as she pleases. And all of it pleases her
I go in and I'm crisp, clean and my vocals are fucking coming out like music. - Anonymous MW student
- Autismus Terminus Finis (Root Cause/Cure of Autism Epidemic)
- Called Off My Wedding & Other Turn Tail Signs Of The American Male
But what if shame is no longer part of the equation anymore. What if on the Raj, she is free to be the Queen as she pleases. And all of it pleases her
If shame is removed - she won't have any thoughts that infiltrate the moment anymore. Said another way, it allows her to focus on what's important -- from her own words "The idea is that I've performed beautifully and that I'm the most sexual figure he's even seen and he wants me there by his side." That's the piece that was missing before in a way. Being his queen is the ultimate way she can be by his side. She's empowered by the fact that she's more than just accepted, but she's been emboldened by being his queen. He obviously trusts her if she's free to do as she pleases and it's this freedom as well, while she is still vitally important to him that helps fulfill her.
Sure I guess. Though it certainly seems like y'all are stuck on somehow trying to own her outright, or make her happiness subjective to yours, or more an accessory and byproduct of her continued devotion to you. Lol
Ask Jihad how he feels about that one, ha!
I go in and I'm crisp, clean and my vocals are fucking coming out like music. - Anonymous MW student
- Autismus Terminus Finis (Root Cause/Cure of Autism Epidemic)
- Called Off My Wedding & Other Turn Tail Signs Of The American Male
I mean look not to rain on your parade you can reign and rain on yo bish any way you want. But at the same time you probably want to watch that propensity. Lol
I go in and I'm crisp, clean and my vocals are fucking coming out like music. - Anonymous MW student
- Autismus Terminus Finis (Root Cause/Cure of Autism Epidemic)
- Called Off My Wedding & Other Turn Tail Signs Of The American Male
Sure I guess. Though it certainly seems like y'all are stuck on somehow trying to own her outright, or make her happiness subjective to yours, or more an accessory and byproduct of her continued devotion to you. LolAsk Jihad how he feels about that one, ha!
Damn. Savage lmao.
I mean look not to rain on your parade you can reign and rain on yo bish any way you want. But at the same time you probably want to watch that propensity. Lol
Shit. I didn't even notice that. Its hella important to notice that blind spot. I can imagine how shit can unfold in a bad way if I'm not mindful of it.