Fuck This. Going Full Cold Hearted.

Mmkay but how does that even happen. There's zero logical structure to your emotional "rationale" here. In fact it's about as turdball sounding as it gets. How do you go out with a chick who ends up calling you ugly? Sounds like a personal problem, no joke. Because it doesn't even mean anything honestly. Sure some people are going to think you're ugly, others aren't. But why'd she say it to you? She was trying to make a point about something. What was the underlying cause here? You hit her buttons in some way? Not to say chicks can't be rude they can be total assholes, but occam's razor dicktates, nom sayin, bruh? Catch my drift there? 

Maybe she called you ugly because you were acting ugly? 

Hey if I was acting ugly I could understand. But I wasn’t. I was being a decent person.

Bitch wouldn’t get off her phone, she wouldn’t stop talking about other dudes, she wouldn’t stop criticizing me, she wouldn’t stop being blatantly sexual but if I was she would shame me, and then when I called her on it she would tell me that she’s got boundaries. I would call 

her on shit but NOT be a total dick about it. 

I didnt escalate at all. I just chilled. She had the gall to walk up to me, get real close and burp in my face, for no reason. Good thing I was completely turned off and didn’t go for the kiss and have that happen. I tried to put her in a chokehold after she did that but she ran away and I didn’t want to lose control because if you make me chase you and I catch you, I am going to hurt you. Then she tries to touch me the entire night and I keep telling her not to touch me (playfully), she keeps trying to. At the same time shes criticizing every little thing I do and I’m doing VERY well on not lashing out. My every utterance and action is being scrutinized. She starts calling me ugly and all that shit. I playfully say she’s gotten fat since the last time I saw her, but I don’t say anything too mean. I’m trying to be reasonable here. After a decent amount of time she says something really stupid I forget what and I decide (in a non butthurt way) it’s time to go home. I am livid at this point but don’t show it. On the way back she starts talking about other guys dicks and how mine is small and shit, she seen it once before on a previous short meet up when I pulled it out but nothing happened. I know I’m not ugly, I know my dick isnt small, I know nothing she said was true but I’m highly offended that she would dare think it’s okay to talk to ME this way. Especially after I was being so fucking on point with everything. What a piece of shit. She opened up about some things that happened to her and she deserves every little bit of it. 

TOTAL and utter disrespect. The ONLY reason I didn’t have this bitch walk the fuck home is I didn’t know if she was capable of calling the cops on me and lying that I hit her or raped her or something. As I drive over she keeps trying to fucking touch me, I tell her not to touch me and she keeps doing it. At this point I’m mad on the inside but outwardly I seem unphased. I actually had a delayed reaction because truthfully I repressed the anger until hours later when I got home and it all came out when I got online. 

I pull up to her house and she gives me this weird ass tight hug like we just fucked and thanks me for everything and she’s all sweet and shit and I tell her “don’t fucking touch me” and she’s mumbles some dumb ass shit like “fine”’as she leaves.

Then I go hang with my boy and his gf and she’s a total cunt. Trying her hardest to seem important and like her opinion counts for something. Feminist moron.

I go home and I am seething with hatred. I went out trying to be decent, against every instinct I went out being good guy and of course I get dissed and treated like a second class citizen just because I’m a man. I’m expected to bow down? Nah man. Fuck that.

Well whatever. I spoke to her just now and her issue with me is that I drink while I drive and she doesn’t like that I take too many risks and that if she slept with me she would feel “dirty and ashamed”. When I asked her how so she said the way I talk to her and about other girls is repulsive (yet she does the same thing lol). I had to explain to her that I view her and other women as a flower and I don’t judge etc. Whatever. 

Anyway, she’s just a dummy who can’t handle a guy like me. I’m too much. She’s used to dealing with PC chodes. Other girls have no issue with how I am.

Dude. You're just terrible with women. Deal with it

How am I terrible with women?

I guess because I don't think the shit she was doing is cute that makes me suck with women.

Naw you've got to engage her better, shape her behavior and expectations better, and stop freezing up. Self-expression not unreaction 

And if all that fails, just leave her. Someone else will take out the trash 

Yeah that makes sense. Thank you.