I fucked up.
Today I fucked up...... Big time
I have been trying to meet up with this girl who has been infatuated with me. She's smart, fit and absolutely fucking adorable. At one point she was saying she would do anything for me.... I really liked this girl. So I decided to try RSD julien text game drama.... Boy did it backfire. She talked to my friend. Found out I had been lying to her... And boom! Shit blew up really quickly. I decided to go full chode. Boy didnt that work she kept saying "she just wants to be friends"..... Even though less then a day ago she would do anything for me.
The wounds are still fresh. Less than 2 hrs..... I need help. I want to create attraction again. Prefferably via text... It doesn't have to be.
All help is welcomed - American god
Youve got a girl who is infatuated with you and will do anything for you so you think its a good idea to run some weird drama shit on her which is used to create attraction even though youve already got fuckloads of attraction? That must suck.
What type of things were you lying about in these drama texts?
Also what made you think Julien style drama texting was a good idea at this point?
I don't know. I'm new to this shit. Its congruent to my personality. I was bored. I wanted to spice things up. Amuse myself. I fucked up yeah. It wasn't a smart move I get that. I'm just wondering of anyone has had the same sort of experience.... Or fucked up tremendously and recovered.... Or does anyone have any tips?
I'it was a mistake.... Plus I don't recall about lying about anything too bug. But my friend wants to fuck this girl as well. He's just using to his advantage and making out for it to be bigger than it is ..... :/
You lied about something big enough for her to go and ask your friend about it.
What did you say exactly man. Im trying to figure out how deep you are.
what is your relation to her? have you fucked her?
what is your relation to her? have you fucked her?
Sure I/we've recovered from some crazy shit but without details on what happened we can't help you.
Okay. It wasn't that I lies to her. Yes I tried the whole. I love you. And then the next miuent it hate you stuff. I made horrible jokes. About killing puppies. :') similar to juliens cat story.
It wasn't that she went to my friend to purposely see what I leid about. It was because I have been talking to her sister... And she came up with the "brilliant" plan to go and pretend that I got her pregnant. :') this is where shit got real. This is when she went to talk to my friend and he answerd "everything" she asked.
The reason I haven't included the text manuscript. Is because half of it need out to be said over fb messenger.
I'll try to post the convo later.
No I haven't fucked her... The logistics never worked out.
Fuck... The while convo won't post
Fuck it.... Never mind :/
G: I've been very confused lately
B: I know, so have I
B: its not you. I've been trying to work myself out.
G: I've also been told the truth about things
B: Truth? *Friend*?
G: yeahh. I seems that u don't always tell the truth
B: yes, I know....I'll admit that
G: its ok.. your a great guy honestly!! I just don't know how to feel right now.
B: (first part where I fked up)
Look I'm going to cut the shit for a moment. My last relationship left me in a mess. It wasn't good... Since then I've had trust issues. I don't like being open with people..... But there's something different about you..
G: can u be truthful with me right now please please don't lie.... how many girls have u texted to day? or right now?
B: Today 3. You, *her sister*, *my firend*
G: do you like *friend* to?
B: I used to. I still find her attractive but..... I hate her guts.
B: She was nice.... But.... I did the dog thing..... She laughed and laughed and laughed. It was horrible. I love animals.... I'm not going to like someone who enjoys their suffering.
G: does she like you?
B. I'm honestly not sure... I think she might but..... She flakes.
I don't like her. Is what I'm trying to say. I don't care if she likes me.
G: maybe we should be friends... :(
B. No, just be honest with me
G: maybe im not right for u. maybe im not right for u
B: Look. I don't know if you're right for me. But guess what. What we had going was good. It was Amazing. I know you Loved it too. I don't know what I want. But all I know is. I like what we have. :) :* And want to grow upon it.
G: same but ... grow into what?
B. I don't know where that leads.... Friendship... Or maybe Something more, Something Fun, Something Special. all I know is that we are both willing to take that risk
So why not take it.
maybe friendship!! we can be great friends!! I like talking with u and that wont stop!! we'll chill and stuff too!! sound good? :)
B. Not that sounds horrible goodbye.
B. Look. I really like you. A lot
G. but u wouldn't love me soo we should be friends
B. You don't know that. You're not me. I really think I have the potential to. :)
G. im not that great trust me.. your sweet! but... i think u and *friend* would be nice together. Is it *friend. Last name*?
B. Yes.... I fucking hate her..... I feel horrible. I like *friend* kinda but.. I'm fucked. *HB* I like you a lot.
G. She's a nice girl.
B. I know it sounds strange but......
Ive only met you a few times but.... I know you Like Me!! A lot. I really Like You. I just wish I could show you in person. I just wanna *passionately kiss* you right now.... The cuddle you ☺☺
G. hahaha strangeee lol but its ok i still think we should be friends.
B. Goodbye. I don't need my time wasted.
G. *Australian god* ok than im sorry for everything bye.
(I should have cut it here)
B. There's not need to be *HB* be honest
G. I think we should just be friends and that's why I'm sorry.
B. Do you like me
G. As a friend yes.
B. Then what was up with all the dirry stuff :')
G. well i did before but now i just don't.... i don't knnow.
B. Sounds like you still do. Talk with me in person
G. Friends!!!!!!!!!! being friends would be perfect!!!..
G. Sweet. and i promise we will talk in person!!!!
G. Okay. Brb
B. Text me.
G. I don't have my phone sorry.
B. Hahaha alright :')
G. So wud?
B. Talking to my friend. Her brother shot him in the leg with a bb gun.... At point blank range!!! :")
G. Hahah lol
B. See you're not talkative now :')
G. Auuustralian Goood
G.k jks jks
B. Seen. Goodbye *hb*.... Goodbye as in night.
G. iohhh haha goodnight. :p
B. You bitch!! Don't use that emoticon on me. Its horrible :')
G. What its a good face.
B. No. Just not.
G. What ever.
G. Bitch jks jks maybe.
B. You retarded mate.
G. Only a bit.
B. Obviously. Come chill tomorrow arvo :)
G. I can't, athletics training
B. You really have no life.
G. Hahaha yeahh.
B. Friday then.
G. Athletics again probably. Tuesday?
B. I dont think I'm free, fuck :')
G. Daym Australian god.
B. Maybe for like a hour..
B. 4 - 5
G. I probably won't be able to. I can't make it. Parents in town. They're strict
B. You should rebel ;') muhahah
Or just tell them youre doing something :')
Seen.... No reply :/
Uh, ok just make plans to meet up.