Is it worth it to say goodbye.

I would like input from some experienced veterans that know the other side of this.

I have been with the same girl since highschool. She is a great girl in every way. Goes above and beyond. I can easily see a future with her, and love spending time with her.

Since 18 I have been heavily involved in the pua scene. I am 23 now. I was horrible at first. But got better and better. I now hook 90% of my approaches effortlessly.
I have had tons of success, but there is a missing element.

I have had plenty of 3somes and hookups. I have even shared a serious girlfriend with my current girlfriend and almost moved her in with us before realizing she was bpd.

I have never:
Been on dates.
Had passionate flings.
Truly felt involved with another girl beyond a surface level.

On top of that, I would say that my success is dramatically reduced by my girlfriends presence. Makes everything 10x more difficult to pull off.

I will hook a set. "Is that your girlfriend?" Boom, blowout.

Hook a set. Take the lead. Smooth as fuck. Meet my girlfriend. Blowout.

If I was single I am confident I would be able to pull off a lay every time I go out. My game is on point. Due to my girlfriend, only certain types of sets result in fluid results.

So this is my question. If yall had a girl you really loved and trusted more than anyone, and literally took her virginity, that completely belonged to you would you throw it all away to be a cold blooded player? This girl has my name tatted above her pussy.

I feel like an asshole even asking for outside input. My mind tends to drift though. I think about all of the wonderful girls i have met and built incredible chemistry with then subsequently betrayed with the intro of my lover. I am sick of just being a taboo element of the nightlife. But am I giving in to the sway of the devil and lust? I do not know.

Thanks for any input.