This last sentence made me lawl
"I would like to start with explaining my situation a bit, i know i'm subscribed to this forum for a while now, but i have never really embraced the community and it's learnings, untill now, atleast i hope.
So to start explaining, i'm European, from belgium and, in highschook i wasn't considered a nerd, but i wasn't considered a cool guy either. I knew next to nothing about attracting girls and when some girl gave me interest i didn't know what to do with it. I had no bad youth and a good amount of friends, but while i saw everybody hooking up around me, i couldn't.
I even remember my thoughts at that time, i really couldn't imagine me being with a girl, it was out of my reality. I had no idea how the other guys did it and i thought that it was just the way the universe worked, so i pretty much implanted the idea, the belief in my head that i couldn't get any girl.
And i didn't, untill one day when i was in college. It wasn't even a college party, it was a random party near where i lived. So the public was mixed, from 14 year olds to 29 year olds. I was pretty drunk (i have quite the sweet spot for alcohol) but i said something to this 16 year old (at the time i was 19), apparently she wasn't repelled by my drunkeness and we danced a bit together. Little did i know that an intimate dance is more than an invitation to kiss the girl... so i just kept dancing. Untill my friend who was with me (he was a social outcast in school a few yeas agi so i considered him to be even less good with girls as me) said i should kill her. And so i did,"
taken from some field report on the attraction forums