LR: Ended 2+ years of grinding involuntary abstinence two nights ago! Thank you Manwhore!

I literally could not have done this without Manhose and his training.

Re-Intro: For those of you who don't already know. I'm 6' tall and decent looking without outrageously sexy hair. With said hair girls think I'm 6'2" and "hot!" I have glacial blue eyes, about 15%bf, and 195lbs of manliness. I've always been clever, but in the past my verbal game sucked because I wasn't confident in my value as a man so I would go into my head trying to impress the little honies and they could tell. I banged over 20 girls in my life but most of those came back when I was a wanna-be frat star, just happened over time from going out drinking, social circle, or pathetically low standards.

I had a hot girlfriend on-and-off for six years during college and she was half-japanese with the other half 3/4 scandinavian and 1/4 native american. The relationship went well while I was being a dick and hooking up with other girls and fell off when I wanted to cherish and was afraid to lose her. After college I went through this bullshit existential crisis, wandered around aimlessly, and then made the mistake of applying and matriculating in law school.

In law school I became a depressed alcoholic little faggot who got fat. The girls I did bang I guess saw something special in me or had low self-esteem. I ended up dating a single mom who was a little older than me and who treated me like a king, but I couldn't deal with the idea of raising some other guy's bastard spawn. Said bastard spawn was an angelic little blond toddler who made me actually consider being a father but it was a deal breaker. Oh, that and vyvanse. I was doing terribly in school so they diagnosed me with adhd and prescribed me vyvanse at 75mg/day. The resulting surge of energy and confidence was like nothing I'd ever experienced in my life--I wrote a post on the bodybuilding.com forums that is still a best-of thread and lead to a certain fitness professional contacting me--and so I dumped her.

Like the asshole I am, I simply didn't show up to my final law school final and did not hand in my tax law seminar paper, lmfao! I've been floundering around since then doing nothing with my life. For some reason, I think it was the combo of buddha's and katalyst's posts and testimonies that lead me to sign up for manhose's training. So, blah blah blah I have been training with him for 3 months now. But I was living in a place with no chicks and lots o dicks so I was not getting the positive feedback needed to cause the drills and changes to become integrated into my personality. I left that place and spent two weeks with my grandmother on an island in florida where old people go to die.

I'm sorry for being such a tease, but for reasons of privacy I'm not going to disclose where I just got da bang. People lose their jobs because of insecure faggots playing internet detective and trying to ruin their lives. Suffice it to say the place was full of sexy babies in all shapes and sizes. In the last few days I talked to four girls who were the best looking girls I've ever talked to in my life! And that doesn't include the blond bombshell who scared my penis back inside of my body.

Two nights ago my friend--an experienced natural--and I head out. Park and walk towards the elevators. Avast me matey! Eye spy with my little guy a heavenly-blessed beauty sitting by herself on a bench in front of the elevators. Friend opens and sits down next to her. I sit on the other side. Baby doll has no idea that she's about to experience a verbal Tour d'Eiffel.

She has long brown hair to the middle of her back. She's wearing a green-and-white-striped skin-tight long dress and wedges or some shit. I called her the "Green hornet" and made some pirate jokes at her expense. We find out that she is hawaiian and has a boyfriend. I tell her that its ok to have more than one boyfriend. Either way, when I'm in that verbal flow zone I have trouble remembering what I said later--its like I'm not talking and some other cosmic force is speaking through me.

All I remember, and this is what's important--the motherfucking turning point. I can feel the tears welling up in my eyes right now as I write this and I'm not bullshitting or being sarcastic or adding this in for dramatic effect. Baby doll was sent by the universe to finally hammer this lesson through my thick skull. At one point in the convo she was looking at my friend and I said something that must have been absolutely amazing because she turns back to me. The look on her face: involuntary expression of submissive desire coupled with a half-sigh, half-giggle.

I don't think she could handle what was going on in her body because she started talking about her boyfriend more (as an aside, they've been together since like sophmore year of highschool 5 years ago and moved together to the city they live in now) and how he was coming to pick her up any minute and then she stood up. Friend and I leave and he looks at me with this sly smirk and says, "She enjoyed that."

*I did not bang this girl* but that matters not. She was--I say this with no exaggeration--the most beautiful female I've ever spoken to in my life. She stood out after several days in a city crawling with hot chicks. My own perfect "10." Manhose has tried his absolute best to hammer into my head that my value as a man is above that of any woman and that I need to come into my masculine power. Seeing the soft fire in the eyes of my own perfect 10 finally forced me to feel my value and power.

First Set: Asian girls walking fast with orange foam mini-lightsabers. Friend steals one of the sabers. We mess with them while walking and talking. Two of the chicks are into us but one of the friends starts whining and then threatens to call security. Ooops.

Second set: 3 blond girlies. One its her berfday and she's taking swigs from a bottle of champagne. I open loud and she bites quickly. About to grab her champagne bottle but I literally bumped into some dude, spun around, and had to regroup. Rejoin and re-engage and I feel like its about to be on, but then their friend who is not getting attention starts bitching and pulls them away.

Third Set: Turbo-stunner and her man-faced friend. Turbo stunner is a fucking knockout and I open super loud and strong and she makes a face like she smells warm garbage. I guess my face showed my momentary deflation and I fired off a second volley. She was power walking trying to look straight ahead but looking at me and basically telling me to fuck off. I kept yapping until she tells me that they just got into town, they aren't drinking, and once they are done dancing they are going straight home. In my head I'm like "fuck this shit" and tell her to have fun. My friend is basically like "Why did you stop fool?" He said that I had not lost the set and I should have kept plowing.

Fourth Set: Sexy caramel girls with black hair dressed in orange for a bachelorette party. They have foreign accents. I open one on the side of the group and she's cold, but then basically repeat my opener LOUDER and the whole group warms up and turns to me. I said something about the fact that they were all in orange. One has a plastic riding crop and pulls it out so I assume the position. She won't give it to me. I'm trying to address the whole group at the same time (5 or 7 of them can't remember) but I lose them somehow after a few mins. Friend later says its because my body language was weak and tentative. If I had stayed firm and grounded, but open, then I could have gotten somewhere. Duly noted.

Fifth set: I spy two female forms walking towards us. There's one brunette with tig ol bitties in an orange dress swaying with sex kitten body language as she walks. She's just my boy's type and I tell him its on. My girl is wearing a sexy black dress with blond hair and I can see her smile from 50ft away. I cannot remember what I did or said, but I do remember that within 30 seconds I have this beautiful blond pressed up against me fully open to me. They want to go dance and have some drinks. Don't remember much but for some reason I send them on their way. As they are going down the escalator the blond turns back to look at me long time and my friend is like "You gotta go after her."

We hop on and chase. They wait for us at the bottom. I re-engage her just as we left off. Kiss within 2mins. They want to drink and dance. My friend wants to pull. So we lead them around. My boy gets his girl a cheap beer, and I buy mine a fancy drink. She looks at me and says, "I bet you're fantasizing about all of the things you are going to do to me later." And I said, "Haha you're projecting." 15mins later they need to pee. We stand outside and as they are walking into the bathroom my girl being dragged by her friend is staring at me over her shoulder. My boy tells me that baby doll is cooked.

We lead them around closer to where we parked and make plans for what we should do. My friend wants to take them dancing at a latin place (close to his house). His girl has completely submitted to him by this point and its clear she wants to be taken. Mine wants to stay where we are and dance and have drinks. We lead them out to his car. Drive over to this latin dance club and its closed. So my friend puts on music and we get out and dance in the parking lot for a few mins. We then head back to his house.

We hang out with the girlies around the house for a few mins and then he takes his to his bedroom. Mine wants to be all lovey dovey. She wants my whole life story. I don't know exactly what was going on, but it was like she wanted the "boyfriend experience." She couldn't accept that she's the kind of girl who would sleep with a sexy stranger who she just met (she kept telling me that she's a "good girl") It was nearly impossible for me to maintain the Boss-Daddy frame the whole time. For about two hours it was me playfully escalating and her resisting. I don't know how I kept it together and didn't show the butthurt. She's looking at me like she's in love and wants me to hold her but won't let me take off her dress or panties. She told me how nice their hotel room is and how it has a jacuzzi. By the third time she's said this I realize that she's telling me that she'll give it up but just not here.

My friend wraps it up with his girl. We drive them back to their hotel and go up into their room. I walk into the room, grab a bottle of prosecco, take a swig, and walk over to the window to enjoy the view. She pours us each a glass and asks me to come to the bathroom with her.

Its now almost dawn and I am physically and emotionally exhausted from maintaining Boss-Daddy frame and being unreactive to all of her games all night, plus the mental jiu-jitsu required not to fall into her frame and secede control of the situation to her. Not to mention that pulling off unreactive Boss-Daddy and being non-needy while playfully escalating and not showing your butthurt for two hours straight even though you HAVE NOT PUT YOUR PENIS INTO A GIRL'S VAGINA OR MOUTH IN OVER TWO PAINFUL YEARS is next to impossible. In any other situation I would probably said "fuck it" and just gone to bed. But this was my last night in town and I hadn't had sex in over two years and my friend would not let me give up.

I need to talk about this some more. It took a lot of internal work to get to be able to even get myself in this position to be ready for Manhose's training in the first place. Without my own meditation and personal reflection, self-discipline, and action I took there is no way that I would have the foundation on which to stand while carrying out his training. Without Manhose's training there's no way that I would have approached her, and it would have definitely been impossible for me to hook her so hard and fast. I wish I had come across him years ago.

In hindsight, I feel like 90% of the work with this girl was done on the approach. Between my body language, vocal projection and tonality she knew that she was dealing with a high-value man.

So we go into the bathroom and it contains a large glass shower and a jacuzzi. I go into the toilet to take a piss. When I come back out she's standing there still in her dress brushing her teeth. She asks me if I want to get into the jacuzzi or the shower. She finishes brushing her teeth and I tell her to fill the jacuzzi. As she was bending over the tub turning the water on I pressed myself up against her. She stands up and without letting go I turn her into me. Her eyes and smile are no longer lovey-dovey but submissive desire. I grab the back of her head with both hands and kiss her as deeply as I can. I slide one hand down her side to her ass and discover that she's pushed her panties down. I yank them off as she steps out of them. Order her to put her arms up and rip her dress and bra off in one motion and toss them on the floor.

I pull her back into me just to feel her softness. Then I put her hand on my cock. She strokes it a few times before grabbing it and stuffing it inside of her.

Afterwards we sat in the jacuzzi simply enjoying each other. She begged me to cancel or skip my flight and stay with her for the week. She was also trying to talk about me flying to her home city to see her, to the point of planning out the whole trip.

I dried off and laid down on the bed. My buddy and his girl were asleep in the other one. She comes out after changing into her pjs. I'm the mafaking big spoon. She fell asleep almost immediately. I laid there for a half hour but couldn't fall asleep. Thought it would be better to leave. Found my clothes, kissed her one last time, and then walked back to my hotel.