LR: Girl with double d's runs to my place with her friend waiting in the car after a 10 minute interaction and some texting!
Tue, 03/05/2013 - 04:36
Yo dudes! I cut out the rest of the report and just included the LR set. I wanted to throw it up here because it's extremely rare that something really negatively bothers me. Usually the dudes on here get laid so maybe you guys can give some insight!
The back story is I have a snowboarding trip on Sunday and can only stay out until 11:30.
I see two girls at a table. One is an 8 cutie with long dark hair. She's sexy. Her friend is a black girl with double d's. I chat to both of them for a bit until....out of nowhere the dude who I was teaching on Mars~' bootcamp comes in to wing. He sits down beside the hot one. I taught him well haha. Well, can't complain I love double d's. :D
I have such a nice flow going it's crazy. Just regular conversation. I mix in some sexuality. "You've never slept with a white guy before." I pass all her tests by being blunt and unwavering. Just saying statements like "I know." Deadly eye contact. My mind is completely free. I'm chatting with the bootcamp student more than the girls. I pull in my girl and kiss her. "That was a shitty first kiss. Give me a real one." She turns away blushing. Dante calls me. I have about 10 minutes left after spending 15 minutes at this table. ;/ I tell them I have to go to wake up early tomorrow. Get the black girls number and leave "godzilla penis" in the notes.
After a few more sets I head home at 11:30.
I get home and toss and turn to the point where I get up and adjust my alarm on my phone forward. I notice a text from the black girl.
Her: "Did you want a real kiss?"
Well fuck, maybe this is a good time to mention how HORNY I get when I fail to execute on a girl I should of fucked. I start to think about fucking them that night and get fucking turned on. It usually carries over to the next night. I think I should try to start implementing this in field. Imagining fucking the girl right there and then.
Anyways, I'm horny and wouldn't mind to end this tossing and turning with a bang. Here's how the conversation goes.
Me: At home trying to sleep! **My Address**. Text first. ;)
Her: Well. I'm not going to bug you if you're trying to sleep.
Me: Hurry up then! You sounded like you wanted to see me again tn.
Her: Ahhah. Maybe. But I'm driving my friend home. You'll be asleep.
Me: You should sneak away and drive her home after. It's a 3 min walk. <---Handling logistics
Her: What's in it for me.
Me: A real kiss? ;P
Her: Lol. ahahah. If my friend and I leave soon. Perhaps I'll drive over for one
Me: Text me when you get here. If I don't answer I fell asleep. <--The ultimate not needy text
Her: Okiedokey
Her: Still awake? <--30 minutes later
Me: Ya, sleep walking
Her: Lol
Her: I could come by for a quick kiss
Me: Park in the alley in the back <--Full on assumptions
Her: Maybe it takes 3 mins to walk here. But driving to your place is complicated
Me: Cool. Walk.
Her: Easy for you to say
Me: I'm at ur door
So...I got super horny when I started thinking of the idea of her coming over. I couldn't sleep. Gawd damn it's 2:00 AM. What am I doing? I need sleep. Why am I so fucking turned on. I was also thinking "no way this is happening." I met this girl for like 10 minutes WITH her friend. No isolation or movement.
W/E. She comes in and immediately says "I didn't come over to bang you." Yeah...OK. She left her friend in the car outside LOL. She calls her about 8 times. She's surprisingly hotter than I thought. Did she ever have a cute face, ass, and double D tits.
There really isn't much LMR. She doesn't stop me from taking off any piece of her cloths or me taking mine off. I would wager to say this girl would of been much more turned on if I just went full on aggressive mode. The sex was MEH. She's one of those girls who's insecure and can't really let go and enjoy sex.
It's funny hearing their backward rationalizations after sex. "Oh, well you practically forced me to come over." "We weren't supposed to have sex." So stupid. it's like these girls can't admit what they want. I guess it's hard for me to empathize because I don't have that much social pressure of "being a slut." Which is a dumb social mechanism to begin with. It's so fucking weak though. As I sleep with more girls this gets more annoying. Not all girls do this aloud. When they do, it's one of my biggest pet peeves. I'm sure some girls don't do this even unconsciously at all when it comes to sex.
It's fucking PATHETIC to me. Like they need ME to confirm that they didn't want what they wanted. At the same time...who am I to judge? I have so many damn flaws. I can probably use these experiences to sleep with more girls. Hell! I'll start getting them to rationalize my dick as a rainbow starship for all I care. I guess another way of looking at it is that a leader can handle anyone's weak points and bring out their strengths.
Maybe I need to analyze more why I get such a strong emotional response when thinking about this. If I dig deeper it's because to me it's like they're rejecting that they had fun with an awesome dude. Like, I'm some punk who "tricked" them into doing something they didn't want. On an even deeper level it's probably that I'm negatively tainting my experience based off of someone else's actions. Ideally, no one in life should be able to affect your view of reality. This is weak behavior on my part and hopefully I can stomp it out.
Don't get me wrong. I love girlies to death! I just have a hard time swallowing the reality of how things are sometimes.
I bang her one more time and she leaves around 4:00. I set my alarm for 11:00 and missed the first part of the trip. ;/
I'm really curious if any of you guys can relate to the parts about girls backward rationalizing shit. I'd love to hear some other more positive perspectives on it.
The back story is I have a snowboarding trip on Sunday and can only stay out until 11:30.
I see two girls at a table. One is an 8 cutie with long dark hair. She's sexy. Her friend is a black girl with double d's. I chat to both of them for a bit until....out of nowhere the dude who I was teaching on Mars~' bootcamp comes in to wing. He sits down beside the hot one. I taught him well haha. Well, can't complain I love double d's. :D
I have such a nice flow going it's crazy. Just regular conversation. I mix in some sexuality. "You've never slept with a white guy before." I pass all her tests by being blunt and unwavering. Just saying statements like "I know." Deadly eye contact. My mind is completely free. I'm chatting with the bootcamp student more than the girls. I pull in my girl and kiss her. "That was a shitty first kiss. Give me a real one." She turns away blushing. Dante calls me. I have about 10 minutes left after spending 15 minutes at this table. ;/ I tell them I have to go to wake up early tomorrow. Get the black girls number and leave "godzilla penis" in the notes.
After a few more sets I head home at 11:30.
I get home and toss and turn to the point where I get up and adjust my alarm on my phone forward. I notice a text from the black girl.
Her: "Did you want a real kiss?"
Well fuck, maybe this is a good time to mention how HORNY I get when I fail to execute on a girl I should of fucked. I start to think about fucking them that night and get fucking turned on. It usually carries over to the next night. I think I should try to start implementing this in field. Imagining fucking the girl right there and then.
Anyways, I'm horny and wouldn't mind to end this tossing and turning with a bang. Here's how the conversation goes.
Me: At home trying to sleep! **My Address**. Text first. ;)
Her: Well. I'm not going to bug you if you're trying to sleep.
Me: Hurry up then! You sounded like you wanted to see me again tn.
Her: Ahhah. Maybe. But I'm driving my friend home. You'll be asleep.
Me: You should sneak away and drive her home after. It's a 3 min walk. <---Handling logistics
Her: What's in it for me.
Me: A real kiss? ;P
Her: Lol. ahahah. If my friend and I leave soon. Perhaps I'll drive over for one
Me: Text me when you get here. If I don't answer I fell asleep. <--The ultimate not needy text
Her: Okiedokey
Her: Still awake? <--30 minutes later
Me: Ya, sleep walking
Her: Lol
Her: I could come by for a quick kiss
Me: Park in the alley in the back <--Full on assumptions
Her: Maybe it takes 3 mins to walk here. But driving to your place is complicated
Me: Cool. Walk.
Her: Easy for you to say
Me: I'm at ur door
So...I got super horny when I started thinking of the idea of her coming over. I couldn't sleep. Gawd damn it's 2:00 AM. What am I doing? I need sleep. Why am I so fucking turned on. I was also thinking "no way this is happening." I met this girl for like 10 minutes WITH her friend. No isolation or movement.
W/E. She comes in and immediately says "I didn't come over to bang you." Yeah...OK. She left her friend in the car outside LOL. She calls her about 8 times. She's surprisingly hotter than I thought. Did she ever have a cute face, ass, and double D tits.
There really isn't much LMR. She doesn't stop me from taking off any piece of her cloths or me taking mine off. I would wager to say this girl would of been much more turned on if I just went full on aggressive mode. The sex was MEH. She's one of those girls who's insecure and can't really let go and enjoy sex.
It's funny hearing their backward rationalizations after sex. "Oh, well you practically forced me to come over." "We weren't supposed to have sex." So stupid. it's like these girls can't admit what they want. I guess it's hard for me to empathize because I don't have that much social pressure of "being a slut." Which is a dumb social mechanism to begin with. It's so fucking weak though. As I sleep with more girls this gets more annoying. Not all girls do this aloud. When they do, it's one of my biggest pet peeves. I'm sure some girls don't do this even unconsciously at all when it comes to sex.
It's fucking PATHETIC to me. Like they need ME to confirm that they didn't want what they wanted. At the same time...who am I to judge? I have so many damn flaws. I can probably use these experiences to sleep with more girls. Hell! I'll start getting them to rationalize my dick as a rainbow starship for all I care. I guess another way of looking at it is that a leader can handle anyone's weak points and bring out their strengths.
Maybe I need to analyze more why I get such a strong emotional response when thinking about this. If I dig deeper it's because to me it's like they're rejecting that they had fun with an awesome dude. Like, I'm some punk who "tricked" them into doing something they didn't want. On an even deeper level it's probably that I'm negatively tainting my experience based off of someone else's actions. Ideally, no one in life should be able to affect your view of reality. This is weak behavior on my part and hopefully I can stomp it out.
Don't get me wrong. I love girlies to death! I just have a hard time swallowing the reality of how things are sometimes.
I bang her one more time and she leaves around 4:00. I set my alarm for 11:00 and missed the first part of the trip. ;/
I'm really curious if any of you guys can relate to the parts about girls backward rationalizing shit. I'd love to hear some other more positive perspectives on it.
Tue, 03/05/2013 - 10:26
#1
Well fuck, maybe this is a
Well fuck, maybe this is a good time to mention how HORNY I get when I fail to execute on a girl I should of fucked. I start to think about fucking them that night and get fucking turned on. It usually carries over to the next night. I think I should try to start implementing this in field. Imagining fucking the girl right there and then. "
^ That's the point of having you guys start the visualization drills, to teach you that habit.
^ That's the point of having you guys start the visualization drills, to teach you that habit.
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Tue, 03/05/2013 - 10:31
#2
That is such a solidly gay
That is such a solidly gay negative mental tangent to go off on dude.
They have to do that. It's not just a socially-embedded mechanism, it's also biological wiring. Think about it.
I am glad when they put the blame on me. That means I'll see them again! It's when a girl blames a small part of herself, and feels self-judgmental, that you get the buyer's remorse, the shame, and the disappearances.
Congratulations, you handled yourself correctly. Now punch yourself in the face for me.
They have to do that. It's not just a socially-embedded mechanism, it's also biological wiring. Think about it.
I am glad when they put the blame on me. That means I'll see them again! It's when a girl blames a small part of herself, and feels self-judgmental, that you get the buyer's remorse, the shame, and the disappearances.
Congratulations, you handled yourself correctly. Now punch yourself in the face for me.
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- Autismus Terminus Finis (Root Cause/Cure of Autism Epidemic)
- Called Off My Wedding & Other Turn Tail Signs Of The American Male
Wed, 03/06/2013 - 02:31
#3
Thanks for this, appreciate
Thanks for this, appreciate it. I know it was totally gay. That's why I was asking for different perspectives on it. It's all about unlearning bad habits and beliefs in the end rite. ;)
The biological part has me a bit confused. I will think on this more tonight.
My current thoughts. They have to do this because if they're with a provider type dude they need to be able to backward rationalize still fucking the alpha dude. They're wired to go for the alpha dude even when in a relationship. Not that all girls will cheat BUT they must be able to take the responsibility off themselves to still stay with the provider dude.
Care to elaborate Mantits?
That's still rooted in the idea that we're wired to be monogamous. If we were not monogamous this wouldn't make much sense. I guess on another level I just don't like the idea that sex should be shamed in our society. That's not really my reality anymore but it's very real to 90% of people. Goes without saying I need to learn how to accept other people's realities and relate to them better. It would also be retarded if everyone viewed reality the way I did.
The biological part has me a bit confused. I will think on this more tonight.
My current thoughts. They have to do this because if they're with a provider type dude they need to be able to backward rationalize still fucking the alpha dude. They're wired to go for the alpha dude even when in a relationship. Not that all girls will cheat BUT they must be able to take the responsibility off themselves to still stay with the provider dude.
Care to elaborate Mantits?
That's still rooted in the idea that we're wired to be monogamous. If we were not monogamous this wouldn't make much sense. I guess on another level I just don't like the idea that sex should be shamed in our society. That's not really my reality anymore but it's very real to 90% of people. Goes without saying I need to learn how to accept other people's realities and relate to them better. It would also be retarded if everyone viewed reality the way I did.
Wed, 03/06/2013 - 02:34
#4
Yes visualizations are
Yes visualizations are powerful. I need to stop slacking and learn how to do them on demand(powerfully) like ya taught me. I have so many sticking points right now it's unreal. Hard to stay on top of them all. I guess if we wanted to relate it to Stephen Covey I have so many P1's that the P2's are getting lost. The P1's are thrown in my face every time and review it after the fact. This is something I can work on! Love the challenge. :D
Wed, 03/06/2013 - 02:43
#5
There are two distinct mating
There are two distinct mating strategies in existence, currently the female one is more pervasive and seen as the "truth".
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Wed, 03/06/2013 - 04:09
#6
Arg scratching my head here
Arg scratching my head here dude. I'm guessing it's either I haven't read about this or thought about it long enough to understand the context. I'm currently trying to understand how this relates to girls backward rationalizing things.
Is there anything you can recommend reading about the two types of mating strategies so i can draw my own conclusions on what you're getting at? Reminds me of something from the way of the superior man. I'll think about this one way or another.
Is there anything you can recommend reading about the two types of mating strategies so i can draw my own conclusions on what you're getting at? Reminds me of something from the way of the superior man. I'll think about this one way or another.
Wed, 03/06/2013 - 04:13
#7
I find it highly amusing that
I find it highly amusing that I'm reading about dung beetles trying to figure this out.
http://thesocietypages.org/socimages/2010/06/28/evolution-complexity-and...
http://thesocietypages.org/socimages/2010/06/28/evolution-complexity-and...
Wed, 03/06/2013 - 05:25
#8
The alternate australian
The alternate australian cuttlefish strategy describes your mating strategy perfectly Steve!
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I go in and I'm crisp, clean and my vocals are fucking coming out like music. - Anonymous MW student
- Autismus Terminus Finis (Root Cause/Cure of Autism Epidemic)
- Called Off My Wedding & Other Turn Tail Signs Of The American Male
Wed, 03/06/2013 - 07:12
#9
You dickhead. I'm just going
You dickhead. I'm just going to go fuck some more bitches and figure it out on my own. :P
I'll also field test cuddlefish game. "Pffft Girl! My bra is sooooo much sexier than yours." "I bet I can undo your bra before you can do mine."
I'll also field test cuddlefish game. "Pffft Girl! My bra is sooooo much sexier than yours." "I bet I can undo your bra before you can do mine."