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Yo I've been missing this forum like the flower misses the sun in the depths of winter

I've been in a relationship for the last month - still going strong lol. It's kewl. The girl i'm with is quite frankly awesome. I'm pretty damn picky and it's very rare for me to get along with someone where I could spend all day with them and more. This girl fits the bill. At some point I"m going to have to fuck hott bitches or maybe go travelling and fuck hott bitches but right now I'm occupied on other things. 

I've been rechanneling myself to different areas outisde of banging hott bitches. There are a lot of things that I need to work through and improve at. Growing my online business like a mother fucker. Pretty crazy hit a 40k month in August. Want to consistently hit 50k months. 

Also been getting into pretty insane shape. I did a bod pod test and it scored me 4.8% body fat at 5'10 and 175 lbs. This is pretty nuts. Although I know for sure I'm not quite that lean (5% body fat looks scary ripped and not even attractive). More around 7-8% body fat, but still looking really sharp and it's cool to hit sub 5% body fat on one of the more accurate devices. Want to do some legit modeling for my brand. 

Oh and I've been working through some health shit. I've suffered from shortness of breath (that feeling of not being able to complete a breath) for about 6-7 years ago. Came on one day and never went away. Ended up changing my diet and avoiding chemicals and fragrances, taking b12 shots among other things and I felt nearly 100%. 

But when I bought my audi a7, well I haven't been able to drive it. They sprayed that shit with some powerful chemical leather protector or some shit. And the smell seeps off the leather and fucks me up big time. So I've been rolling in the mazda 6 like a boss! Anyways, going to doctors and shit and I appear completely healthy. No lung issues. I've strated to realize that this tightness of chest and shortness of breath is likely a physical manifestation of deep supressed emotions. And possibly this has lead to different allergies and what not. 

When I started doing breathing meditation, it was a crazy experience. My head and body would get very heavy, I'd feel tingling. After it I would feel deep connection to everyone. I felt true response and non reactivity. But I'd be overwhelmed with sadness/grief. As well the 1-2 days after breathing meditation my syptoms would get insanely bad. I beleive this may be a healing crisis. Perhaps even evidence that intense emotional trauma has manfiested as restricted breathing. 

So I want to spend these next few months improving my presence and integrating a lot of these emotional issues and trauma's. I want to be fully connected and in a state of deep presence and compassion. I'm pretty confident if I can bring everything back into integration, a lot of these symptoms will start to go away. 

So I'm going to work through this breath work (perhaps with a coach), keep up the hypnosis, tolle and even do some therapueatic writing. We shall see! Anyways I'm goign to try and frequent these forums and help some of you guys out more often. 

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Sweet!

Sweet!

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I don't think over ever had a

I don't think I've ever had a 40k month, outstanding!

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Jack.Ruby wrote: I don't

Jack.Ruby wrote:
I don't think I've ever had a 40k month, outstanding!

Well expenses and employees and shit so really it's only like 28

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Damn dude so impressive! May

Damn dude so impressive!

May I ask where most of your profit comes from in your buissness? Also how long did it take you to make your buisness a full time job with liveable salary?

I actually bought your program and im seeing some crazy results. Im loving it.

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Patrick is back and the forum

Patrick is back and the forum get back in the 1st page of Google SERP.

Luck ? I don't think so.

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TrickAssMark wrote: Damn dude

TrickAssMark wrote:
Damn dude so impressive!

May I ask where most of your profit comes from in your buissness? Also how long did it take you to make your buisness a full time job with liveable salary?

I actually bought your program and im seeing some crazy results. Im loving it.

Awesome ahha! 

Yeah most of it comes from my ebook sales. And the month of August I launched my latest program - first day was 10k. 

I also write coaching plans for people, but only work with about 10 ppl per month right now.

I've been doing my biz for almost 4 years. I think it took 2 years to get to the point where I was making like 4k a month consistent. 

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Rael wrote: Patrick is back

Rael wrote:
Patrick is back and the forum get back in the 1st page of Google SERP.

Luck ? I don't think so.

HAHHAHA

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Hey PB has your breathing

Hey PB has your breathing issues ever been an issue during sexual escalation?

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Bateman, is your breathing

Bateman, is your breathing meditation the one Rael described? 

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Shikorah wrote: Bateman, is

Shikorah wrote:
Bateman, is your breathing meditation the one Rael described? 

Yes. 

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Meow wrote: Hey PB has your

Meow wrote:
Hey PB has your breathing issues ever been an issue during sexual escalation?

Nope never had any issues there. Well unless the girl is plastered in perfume - then yeah. 

But I think it's more connected to emotional grief if anything.

When I did the breathing meditation - it brought a ton of stuff up to the surface. But I just let it float around. I wasn't able to properly deal with it or address it I suppose. MW was telling me this healing crisis is quite common, our ego's try to protect us. By restricting my breathing, it helps keep emotions at bay. 

I"m looking into some processes to properly release and get a hold on these emotions and move through them. 

My shortness of breath could be a defence mechanism to protect my ego, crazy enough. It's also left my breathing highly reactive to different foods or chemicals. Anyways, going to be working through it. 

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I've noticed that I almost

I've noticed that I almost constantly have to remind myself to breath deeply or else I go back into shallow breathing. 

And yeah it effects literally everything, making me noticeably more reactive, stifled, ruins my vocal projection/posture and basically creates a viscious cycle of terrible habits lol

Do you guys also have to remind yourself to do this?