Pain..

Good just feel thru it. Let it be there and feel it in your body. Go into your body and observe it. Then go on a diet

@Manwhore:

That's spot on.

And definitley DONT read my great post on how to deal with pain thats like 5 links below this. It has NOTHING to do with this ;b

PS- For the first time that I can remember, I am able to fit into a "large" shirt of any brand. I no longer have to search for the "x's"... Feels fucking amazing. Just for your info- when I started focusing on eating healthy, I was wearing double XL's

Feels good man.

@JUSTDOIT:

Yea feel good to see both y'all inputted feedback.

It's both pain of rejection and pain of not following thru what I suppose to do. Pain of me not following what I suppose to do seems way to large to deal with at some punt last night.

I think that out of all ppl, I should understand the ” path of being on the process” more than anyone. Learned diff language, from bench 65lbs BB to 100+lbs DB,... Yet I tried to rush thru to reach the goal, being too hard on myself for no reason, and way too outcome dependence

Customers and friends got sick because i'm too talkative and too social sometimes (quite often lol), yet last nite my brain go blank after approaching and say ” how's going”. Feel even worse when the girls are already attracted to me.. WTF Erik? Lol

And 2 or 3 literally starred at me when I walked back and forth, and I failed approaching them... Way to live life!! Woohoo!!

@JUSTDOIT:
Don't focus on the GIRLS. Focus on your brain and what the fuck IT was doing. That would be more of a concern to me that's what I would be focusing on. WTF..? My mind is my own. Listen fucker, you are mine. What happened. Ok let's discuss.. hmm. Ok. Well this isn't right, and that isn't right. And this I can fix right now. And next time I'm going to react this way emotionally/mentally. Cool we're good.