Partying like an adult - hitting the bars.

So now that im outta college, parties, school, and that frat game are not gonna be where i hook up with chicks as much. Moved back to the city i went to college at. Anyway, i dont go out nearly as much simply cuz im studying for lsat. Like first month out of college i didnt even go out-- simply studied. As opposed to going out 3-4 nights out of the week. Massive difference in momentum. So i decided not going out at all is gay so i limit myself to one night a week. Hit up newport bars, which is definitely where the hottest girls party in orange county - especially during summer when ppl are renting vacation homes. My bar game sucks compared to my party game. Like during college i hated going to bars cuz it was like night and day. Only a couple random blowies / hook ups from the bar from some random chicks. Bar girls sketch me out too cuz theres no common connection. Like clubs are way easier for me cuz ill just peel a chick off the dancefloor. Well now i dont have a fucking choice. I graduated, its time to be an adult and start hooking up with girls at the bars.

Pretty short night. Pregame with friends 10 to midnight. Hit up newps. Spot some cute blonde girl in line, start chopping it up with her and her friend. They just moved to newport beach. They went to notre dame. Conversation is pretty irrelevant, theyre laughing and into it. Our girl friend peels them off to cut the line since theyre good looking girls and can get in w/o waiting in line. Im pretty much oblivious to the signs just cuz im drunk and my intent really isnt all that focused. I def dont believe in myself at the bars the way i do at frat game/parties. So theyre waiting for us at the door. Dead obvious signs. I run to restroom to take a piss, chop it up with them. So obvi theyre into it yet im not giving myself permission to move things forward. Its not entitlement issues, as i feel more entitled them ever - i think its just i dont trust myself in a bar environment yet. My boys are both helping by keeping the chubby one busy so i can do my thing. So funny cuz both are lile fuuuuuuck, its your turn to take care of chubby girl. Real talk she wasnt even bad, she just looked sub par relative to the disproportionate amount of good looking girls. Pull my girl to dancefloor and hook up within minutes. I just dont even have that killer instinct to pull. Not screening for logistics, none of that. So dumb. Settle for number. I noticed that i unintentionally just SLASH a girls value with comments i made. Like she wanted to hang out today but i told her i cant cuz i gotta study and do my thing. Girls really get butthurt with me when i prioritize my life before them. Like they think im blowing them off or something, when really im just busy as fuck and have other priorities that HAVE to get done before hanging with a chick. So i gotta reassure this chick and shit and shes cool with hanging next week. We'll see what happens.