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First time posting anything of this sort, so I'm feeling a little self-conscious but whatever.

I'm here to 1. Be content and 2. Be with awesome women. 

So I pulled for the first time ever Saturday and got the closest I have ever been to fucking a girl from cold approach after learnin game and etc. 

Lots of making out and touching throughout the night. Quite a bit of cuddling. Very apprehensive to taking her pants off literally because - in order of appearance - 1. period 2. thinking of old boyfriend 3. I haven't shaved in weeks and then in the morning after 4. "i need to wait a few months" then changed it to "i need a few weeks"  

Spends night and we makeout, touch each other and connect more in the morning, still no sex. farthest i got was barely touching her vagina. couldnt even finger her. i could barely touch her panties without the her hand coming up to stop me.

Sunday

Her: I wish you hadn't given me the worst case of hickies imaginable :( 5:27 PM

Me: :( let's trade. your hickies for the worlds most paralyzing case of blue balls. 5:57 PM

Her: Hahaha!!!! But you can hide those! 6:20 PM

Me: Why hide when you can flaunt ;p exhibitionism at its very least 6:36 PM

Her: Flaunting your pain?? like some sort of sex martyr? 6:39 PM

Me: Express instead of repress! Sex martyr sounds super badass! Where do i sign up. 6:48 PM

Her: Scarves for a week!!!!! That is all!! 6:55 PM

Her: Well you can continue doing it if you buy me some nice ones :p 6:56 PM

Me: Let's pray that goodwill has many then. 7:00 PM

Her: :) I've had good luck getting quality stuff at goodwill in sf. Don't know about these midwest thrift stores though! 7:16 PM

Me: We'll just have to find out then. After we make sushi and drink kombucha to celebrate both our mutual asianess.. And lack thereof ;p 7:28 PM

Her: Sounds fun :) 7:35 PM

Me: And then using our Asian network we'll open sweatshops that will knit hickey scarves. BOOM! 7:44 PM

Her: :( the kind I want comes from France! Or at least England... 7:46 PM

Me: Just saw about twenty guys running in dresses on 3rd street. Brb..if anyone asks what happened to me, say Aaron joined the sex martyrs. 7:55 PM

Me: here goes to wishing the both of us a jack hammer and mental chatterless night of sleep! 10:53 PM

Her: Sleep well!! I just hear crickets right now :) 10:55 PM

Her: I think I might've found some of my favorite music! Look up the bells of st. Genevieve ;) 10:57 PM

Me: y'know crickets symbolize music... coincidence? i think not! sounds quite classical. 11:00 PM

Monday

Me: dear san francisco, i hope scarf week is going well. sincerely, wisconsin. 4:38 PM

Her: It's... only just begun! My first day of work went pretty well though. 5:47 PM

Me: Today was actually my day off. I was checking to whereabouts you were cause I wanted to flirt a bit! 6:19 PM

Her: In person?? I'm going to the grocery store :p 6:22 PM

Me: Yup! Go buy some fruits we have a small picnic ;] 6:31 PM

Her: I can do my laundry at this picnic? :p 6:45 PM

Me: Actually today is my laundry day, so affirmative! 6:51 PM

Her: It's a nice idea, but I can't tonight! 7:10 PM

Me: lol my bad. didnt mean to blow it up like that. i just wanted to flirt for like 5 minutes on campus in passing! 7:28 PM

Her: Coincidental meetings take a lot of planning :p 7:35 PM

Her: I was on campus when you first texted me though :p 7:36 PM

Her: You should've just told me to stop where I was! 7:37 PM

Kind of just left it there cause I got nothing to say now after realizing the following.

Guess she sparked a huge realization in me - STOP CHASING AND WANTING SO FUCKING MUCH. 

Tips, comments?