The REAL reason I got into pickup
Sat, 10/13/2012 - 21:29
I'm eating steak after the gym while listening to practicing the power of now. I'm having trouble staying present, the same issue that has plagued me in the past. But pickup has transformed me from crying about the past to looking forward to the girl I'm visiting this eve. I mean obviously I'd rather be present but if not, looking forward to poon is better than being depressed about the past.
Brb time to meditate
Brb time to meditate
Mon, 10/15/2012 - 11:51
#1
Re: The REAL reason I got into pickup
Lol. This is like those bumper stickers that say "Fight like a man.. get on your knees and pray." Except meditating and becoming more present is legit as fuck. Actually I also think certain christian churches are some of the last bastions of "natural" masculinity left in the U.S.
You don't have to worry about thinking ahead in the earlier stages of game, you can just relax and not "try" at all. You'll be completely natural and your most attractive. This will also keep you very present as you're not worried about "gaming". It's your endgame you need to make moves on.
You don't have to worry about thinking ahead in the earlier stages of game, you can just relax and not "try" at all. You'll be completely natural and your most attractive. This will also keep you very present as you're not worried about "gaming". It's your endgame you need to make moves on.
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Mon, 10/15/2012 - 16:13
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Re: The REAL reason I got into pickup
@icewahine:
I understand if you dont want to telll us , but can I ask what happened in your past ?
Just asking because doing the power of now and my past is also wild.
I understand if you dont want to telll us , but can I ask what happened in your past ?
Just asking because doing the power of now and my past is also wild.
Mon, 10/15/2012 - 21:02
#3
Re: The REAL reason I got into pickup
@MW: certain Christan churches are masculine energy strongholds? Explain plz. Maybe our churches north of the border differ from down there.
And Vince the only reason I don't want to post about it is because it doesn't fucking matter. Someone else in my exact same shoes could've become a millionaire at my age if they chose different actions and framed their situation in a different way. Now that I'm finally getting over all the bullshit of the past it is almost hard to tell you because.. it was the past. It's like it never happened, its just a distant memory, a movie. To post about it and say it fucked me over would just be assuming the victim mindset. A winner in my shoes would be like "yo I didn't have a hollywood upbringing but it allowed me to grow and become what I am and led me to here, the now." whereas me a few years ago would cry over it and say its external influences fault.
Okay enough of that. Sorry it give such a faggot answer. To give you a normal answer, I just grew up around a lot of bullshit. As man (I just turned 22) there is NO excuse to let any of that affect me in any negative way. I literally do view it as a good thing in that "there is a reason for everything." I look at people who have had good, stable upbringings, go to school, get a 9-5 middle class job and get married to their high school sweet hearts. They are soft. They are boring. They are usually semi-unconscious. The bit of bullshit I grew up in was like manure that allowed me to grow. I don't get phased easily at all, even when I was 18, a little unconscious shit head I would LOL at people freaking out about stupid stuff. And homeless people/sketchy areas/dark alleys never bothered me, all due to my childhood. I've seen the worst places in my city and around the world and it allows me to be grateful for what I have. I have compassion for everyone, even people who REALLY annoy me and I "hate" because I realize they are just stuck in that mode and a product of their environment. A ton more good things but overall its just made me a more well rounded person. I wouldn't have it any other way.
Haha wow that evolved into another faggot answer somehow. I'm literally just letting my thoughts flow and kinda working things out as I go, I like to think about this stuff and am constantly having epiphanies about it as I learn and grow. To give you maybe the answer for what you were looking for, trying not to tap into my victim mindset: My Dad was an alcoholic and that took a toll on my Mom who raised us with an extremely short fuse and was quick to beat us.
And Vince the only reason I don't want to post about it is because it doesn't fucking matter. Someone else in my exact same shoes could've become a millionaire at my age if they chose different actions and framed their situation in a different way. Now that I'm finally getting over all the bullshit of the past it is almost hard to tell you because.. it was the past. It's like it never happened, its just a distant memory, a movie. To post about it and say it fucked me over would just be assuming the victim mindset. A winner in my shoes would be like "yo I didn't have a hollywood upbringing but it allowed me to grow and become what I am and led me to here, the now." whereas me a few years ago would cry over it and say its external influences fault.
Okay enough of that. Sorry it give such a faggot answer. To give you a normal answer, I just grew up around a lot of bullshit. As man (I just turned 22) there is NO excuse to let any of that affect me in any negative way. I literally do view it as a good thing in that "there is a reason for everything." I look at people who have had good, stable upbringings, go to school, get a 9-5 middle class job and get married to their high school sweet hearts. They are soft. They are boring. They are usually semi-unconscious. The bit of bullshit I grew up in was like manure that allowed me to grow. I don't get phased easily at all, even when I was 18, a little unconscious shit head I would LOL at people freaking out about stupid stuff. And homeless people/sketchy areas/dark alleys never bothered me, all due to my childhood. I've seen the worst places in my city and around the world and it allows me to be grateful for what I have. I have compassion for everyone, even people who REALLY annoy me and I "hate" because I realize they are just stuck in that mode and a product of their environment. A ton more good things but overall its just made me a more well rounded person. I wouldn't have it any other way.
Haha wow that evolved into another faggot answer somehow. I'm literally just letting my thoughts flow and kinda working things out as I go, I like to think about this stuff and am constantly having epiphanies about it as I learn and grow. To give you maybe the answer for what you were looking for, trying not to tap into my victim mindset: My Dad was an alcoholic and that took a toll on my Mom who raised us with an extremely short fuse and was quick to beat us.