So I was just reading about that pedo going to jail
Sat, 06/23/2012 - 08:11
and like can you imagine that feeling of just absolutely having no escape from yourself and what you've done?
Like no second chances, no turning back, no hiding from yourself... your going to jail for life... you're going to die in jail.
Next time you are sitting at home, durpin around, just think about how you would feel if you did something to land you in jail for the rest of your life and then recognize how much fucking freedom you have to not do that and to be awesome and to walk around, every day, whenever you want, wherever you want, talking to whoever you want, about whatever you want...
That shit really hit me hard for some reason. Like I was reading it and I was like... DAMN.
Like I don't feel sorry for the guy, but I do totally empathize with how he must feel. It's like one of those nightmares you wake up from and you're like, holy fuck, thank god I'm alive. Except... it's real life... and you don't have your freedom anymore.
Let that be a lesson to you- don't rape little boys.
Like no second chances, no turning back, no hiding from yourself... your going to jail for life... you're going to die in jail.
Next time you are sitting at home, durpin around, just think about how you would feel if you did something to land you in jail for the rest of your life and then recognize how much fucking freedom you have to not do that and to be awesome and to walk around, every day, whenever you want, wherever you want, talking to whoever you want, about whatever you want...
That shit really hit me hard for some reason. Like I was reading it and I was like... DAMN.
Like I don't feel sorry for the guy, but I do totally empathize with how he must feel. It's like one of those nightmares you wake up from and you're like, holy fuck, thank god I'm alive. Except... it's real life... and you don't have your freedom anymore.
Let that be a lesson to you- don't rape little boys.
Sat, 06/23/2012 - 11:40
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Re: So I was just reading about that pedo going to jail
@buddhagames:
Yea. At some point it hits you mang. Go hard
Yea. At some point it hits you mang. Go hard
Sat, 06/23/2012 - 11:40
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Re: So I was just reading about that pedo going to jail
@buddhagames:
But not at little boys
But not at little boys
Sat, 06/23/2012 - 13:21
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Re: So I was just reading about that pedo going to jail
@Manwhore:
" He is expected to wind up in protective custody, away from the general population, for his own protection. That likely means 23 hours a day in a 6-by-8-foot cell. In other words, a concrete box of hell."
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Jesus. I wouldn't be surprised if he commits suicide, this is the kind of thing that makes you want to run away forever...
Then again, I have such incredible faith in meditation. If he starts up a consistent meditation practice in prison, it could be one of the best things that ever happened to him... Like yeah, he'll be in prison but maybe he'll find peace and accept what he's done and find a way, within himself, to understand the pain he's caused people, including himself...
I mean, there's really only a few paths to take at that point. Either you go mentally insane, kill yourself, or somehow find the strength to work towards accepting yourself. I mean, this may be a super controversial thing to say but I think taht even a pedo like this guy, with the incredibly horrible and absolutely depraved things he has done and the people he has hurt, deserves the right to accept himself. Obviously he needs to be in jail and he did it to himself, but that doesn't mean he doesn't deserve the right to understand, fully, what he's done and accept it and work towards gaining inner peace with his situation.
I mean, obviously I never did anything like even 1/0000000000 as horrific as this guy. But we've all done shit that was pretty fucked up and it's like, the best thing to ever happen to us was to accept what we did and who we are and find peace with that person and recognize that we're not here to cause pain and suffering, most of all, to ourselves. So it's like, I have no reason to make an exception to that. Honestly, guys like this, and once again this is gonna be controversial and people are going to totally disagree with me but that's okay, but guys like this- still deserve our compassion and still deserve to have compassion for themselves and the people they have hurt.
Same goes for his victims, obviously. But what, I personally think is important to understand, is that his suffering does not bring the victims actual, true, peace. Sure, it may make them temporarily feel better, somehow vindicated, somehow as if some form of "justice" has been done, but what will really make everyone in this situation more complete, more at peace with themselves is for all parties involved to, over time, gain some sort of understanding of themselves and what happened. I mean, trust me, if Sanduski were to go through the process of accepting himself, you guys have to understand, and if you've started to go through it or have gone through it for a while, you will know this to be true- but you can only truly accept yourself after you have fully experienced the pain and suffering you have caused. So I mean, on that side of things, if you were the victims, or even if you aren't, wouldn't you want Sanduski to truly feel the amount of pain and suffering he has caused? Or would you want him to be able to avoid that pain and take the easy way out?
But wtvr, this is all nonsense, he's not going to take that path because he's clearly not that kind of guy. He's going to go crazy, in his attempts to avoid dealing with what he's done. He's going to go mentally insane and in doing so, escape, forever, from what he's done and honestly, he doesn't deseerve that. He doesn't deserve to be able to go through life without recognizing what he's done to himself and others. But that's the thing about humans, we all have the capability to do just that... Just as we have the amazing capability to, over time, accept ourselves and everything we are and everything we have done.
Damn.
" He is expected to wind up in protective custody, away from the general population, for his own protection. That likely means 23 hours a day in a 6-by-8-foot cell. In other words, a concrete box of hell."
...
Jesus. I wouldn't be surprised if he commits suicide, this is the kind of thing that makes you want to run away forever...
Then again, I have such incredible faith in meditation. If he starts up a consistent meditation practice in prison, it could be one of the best things that ever happened to him... Like yeah, he'll be in prison but maybe he'll find peace and accept what he's done and find a way, within himself, to understand the pain he's caused people, including himself...
I mean, there's really only a few paths to take at that point. Either you go mentally insane, kill yourself, or somehow find the strength to work towards accepting yourself. I mean, this may be a super controversial thing to say but I think taht even a pedo like this guy, with the incredibly horrible and absolutely depraved things he has done and the people he has hurt, deserves the right to accept himself. Obviously he needs to be in jail and he did it to himself, but that doesn't mean he doesn't deserve the right to understand, fully, what he's done and accept it and work towards gaining inner peace with his situation.
I mean, obviously I never did anything like even 1/0000000000 as horrific as this guy. But we've all done shit that was pretty fucked up and it's like, the best thing to ever happen to us was to accept what we did and who we are and find peace with that person and recognize that we're not here to cause pain and suffering, most of all, to ourselves. So it's like, I have no reason to make an exception to that. Honestly, guys like this, and once again this is gonna be controversial and people are going to totally disagree with me but that's okay, but guys like this- still deserve our compassion and still deserve to have compassion for themselves and the people they have hurt.
Same goes for his victims, obviously. But what, I personally think is important to understand, is that his suffering does not bring the victims actual, true, peace. Sure, it may make them temporarily feel better, somehow vindicated, somehow as if some form of "justice" has been done, but what will really make everyone in this situation more complete, more at peace with themselves is for all parties involved to, over time, gain some sort of understanding of themselves and what happened. I mean, trust me, if Sanduski were to go through the process of accepting himself, you guys have to understand, and if you've started to go through it or have gone through it for a while, you will know this to be true- but you can only truly accept yourself after you have fully experienced the pain and suffering you have caused. So I mean, on that side of things, if you were the victims, or even if you aren't, wouldn't you want Sanduski to truly feel the amount of pain and suffering he has caused? Or would you want him to be able to avoid that pain and take the easy way out?
But wtvr, this is all nonsense, he's not going to take that path because he's clearly not that kind of guy. He's going to go crazy, in his attempts to avoid dealing with what he's done. He's going to go mentally insane and in doing so, escape, forever, from what he's done and honestly, he doesn't deseerve that. He doesn't deserve to be able to go through life without recognizing what he's done to himself and others. But that's the thing about humans, we all have the capability to do just that... Just as we have the amazing capability to, over time, accept ourselves and everything we are and everything we have done.
Damn.
Sun, 06/24/2012 - 14:52
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Re: So I was just reading about that pedo going to jail
@buddhagames:
what about little girls?
what about little girls?