"There are so many people out there saying'I wanna be this', 'I wanna be that',well grab your fucking nuts and BE IT"
Fri, 09/07/2012 - 14:05
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=75EiXxInst0
I'm currently doing my 30 days challenge + PP 2 + not fapping after a long break.
My write up will be mostly the lessons that i learned from the nights i go out. If anybody has any feedback, plz post. i'm all ear!!!
Evo,
I'm currently doing my 30 days challenge + PP 2 + not fapping after a long break.
My write up will be mostly the lessons that i learned from the nights i go out. If anybody has any feedback, plz post. i'm all ear!!!
Evo,
Fri, 09/07/2012 - 14:36
#1
DAY 1
DAY 1
I defeated myself!!! yayyyyy!
- fucking approach
- don't get into my head. Have fun.
- girls check me out. Go fucking go
- yell yell. Unstifle myself asap.
- gotta get my game better. Otherwise, girl I like not gonna give me a shit
- aggressive is the king
- night likes this. I learned the most.
- don't take myself serious. That's not fun
- stop judging ppl. Stop being afraid to be judged. Don't give a fuck
- imagine: feel the fear, then do it anyway
- belief that I could do it before doing it
- stop reading n watching pua until I taker the fucking action
- eyes not boobs
- don't let just their beauty, status get into my head. Be cool and fucking speak as a normal person
- be picky about the girl I wanna fuck
- holding eyes contact is not a technique. It's only the way for the right communication to the girls. Dominate and understand the girls at the same time
- key key key... Step by step, i'm closer to success. Persistent!!!!
FEARS of the night;
- I'm afraid that girls will reject me, and i will look bad in front of my friends
- I'm afraid that i won't live up to my self-image
- I'm afraid that girls will reject me, and it will destroy my self-esteem
COST:
- second by second i'm losing the opportunity to become the man i want to be
- Been beating myself since last nite --> worst feeling ever!!
- I got more wrinkles on my forehead cuz of fucking stress --> not good at all if i still wanna pimp when i turn 40
I defeated myself!!! yayyyyy!
- fucking approach
- don't get into my head. Have fun.
- girls check me out. Go fucking go
- yell yell. Unstifle myself asap.
- gotta get my game better. Otherwise, girl I like not gonna give me a shit
- aggressive is the king
- night likes this. I learned the most.
- don't take myself serious. That's not fun
- stop judging ppl. Stop being afraid to be judged. Don't give a fuck
- imagine: feel the fear, then do it anyway
- belief that I could do it before doing it
- stop reading n watching pua until I taker the fucking action
- eyes not boobs
- don't let just their beauty, status get into my head. Be cool and fucking speak as a normal person
- be picky about the girl I wanna fuck
- holding eyes contact is not a technique. It's only the way for the right communication to the girls. Dominate and understand the girls at the same time
- key key key... Step by step, i'm closer to success. Persistent!!!!
FEARS of the night;
- I'm afraid that girls will reject me, and i will look bad in front of my friends
- I'm afraid that i won't live up to my self-image
- I'm afraid that girls will reject me, and it will destroy my self-esteem
COST:
- second by second i'm losing the opportunity to become the man i want to be
- Been beating myself since last nite --> worst feeling ever!!
- I got more wrinkles on my forehead cuz of fucking stress --> not good at all if i still wanna pimp when i turn 40
Fri, 09/07/2012 - 22:57
#2
anna be that',well grab your fucking nuts and BE IT"
@JUSTDOIT:
Hey man you're fine. Just DO your drills. Those are massively tailored to fit where YOU are at and need to work on. Swear to gawd you better not be ninnying around ;) Also, go back into the hypnosis section and redo a couple of those you made a lot of improvements with those.
Hey man you're fine. Just DO your drills. Those are massively tailored to fit where YOU are at and need to work on. Swear to gawd you better not be ninnying around ;) Also, go back into the hypnosis section and redo a couple of those you made a lot of improvements with those.
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Fri, 09/07/2012 - 22:58
#3
Re: DAY 1
@JUSTDOIT:
yooo that video's illl
yooo that video's illl
Fri, 09/07/2012 - 23:00
#4
awesome
@JUSTDOIT:
Another field report thead. Love it man.
THIS is what separates the men from the boys.
Another field report thead. Love it man.
THIS is what separates the men from the boys.
Sun, 09/09/2012 - 07:11
#5
DAY 2
@JUSTDOIT:
- I failed @ approaching but i'm happy that i made it out of my house.
- I don't care how busy my or your life is, make time to go out at least twice a week. Personally, i hadn't gone out for about 2 months before starting this FR. Not only i have approaching anxiety but feeling a lil intimidated by the glamor, energy, and dolled-up girls. I felt like i was going back slowly to my introverted side. This even sounds more retarded when i work at a nail salon which i talk to at least 12 women a day.
- I used to joked with girls that the reason that i don't pursuit chemical engineering because i need ppl to feel alive; otherwise, i'll die in loneliness and masturbation. It seems real now i think about it.
- And how the hell you guys meditate and take nap before going out. I felt totally out of it last 2 nites.
- I failed @ approaching but i'm happy that i made it out of my house.
- I don't care how busy my or your life is, make time to go out at least twice a week. Personally, i hadn't gone out for about 2 months before starting this FR. Not only i have approaching anxiety but feeling a lil intimidated by the glamor, energy, and dolled-up girls. I felt like i was going back slowly to my introverted side. This even sounds more retarded when i work at a nail salon which i talk to at least 12 women a day.
- I used to joked with girls that the reason that i don't pursuit chemical engineering because i need ppl to feel alive; otherwise, i'll die in loneliness and masturbation. It seems real now i think about it.
- And how the hell you guys meditate and take nap before going out. I felt totally out of it last 2 nites.
Sun, 09/09/2012 - 08:09
#6
DAY 3
@JUSTDOIT:
- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7TbfRLxGL1Q
- Liked i said in DAY 2, I have no energy or motivation to go out if i take a nap and meditate before going out (especially, when i don't drink). So, i decided to switch up my schedule, working out before going out is absolutely a fucking good idea. Feel pumped and energized all over. I feel a lil vain and godlike after working out which seems like a useful and addictive feeling when i go out solo.
- After 3 days, i feel addicted to going out already!!! this 30 days challenge isn't gonna be a problem at all. Now, i just need to working on my approaching again.
- btw, 3 days of no fap, sure does feel good! Plus, i cut off all my old lays/number/okc/pof, so i have no fucking choice but finding new girls and rewarding them with my seeds on the face.
- now, i need to find damn spots to go out for sunday since i don't like going to midtown much due to driving and bunch of drunken idiots...
- DO what I planned out to do or supposed to do MAKES ME HAPPY AS FUCK, NOT the damn results!!!
- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7TbfRLxGL1Q
- Liked i said in DAY 2, I have no energy or motivation to go out if i take a nap and meditate before going out (especially, when i don't drink). So, i decided to switch up my schedule, working out before going out is absolutely a fucking good idea. Feel pumped and energized all over. I feel a lil vain and godlike after working out which seems like a useful and addictive feeling when i go out solo.
- After 3 days, i feel addicted to going out already!!! this 30 days challenge isn't gonna be a problem at all. Now, i just need to working on my approaching again.
- btw, 3 days of no fap, sure does feel good! Plus, i cut off all my old lays/number/okc/pof, so i have no fucking choice but finding new girls and rewarding them with my seeds on the face.
- now, i need to find damn spots to go out for sunday since i don't like going to midtown much due to driving and bunch of drunken idiots...
- DO what I planned out to do or supposed to do MAKES ME HAPPY AS FUCK, NOT the damn results!!!
Sun, 09/09/2012 - 08:42
#7
Re: DAY 3
@JUSTDOIT:
Where do you live man?
Where do you live man?
Sun, 09/09/2012 - 13:32
#8
nna be that',well grab your fucking nuts and BE IT"
@JUSTDOIT:
Damn bro. Where did this AA come from you didn't have this before that bad? You should go into your old field reports and reconnect with that old you that operated from another place. Makes it easier for you to bridge the gap and hit that next level again. And you should probably keep some pussy around too. So you don't forget what it looks like.
Approaching is so easy you're so much more man than that. Get back over that shit and hit up some ho's.
Damn bro. Where did this AA come from you didn't have this before that bad? You should go into your old field reports and reconnect with that old you that operated from another place. Makes it easier for you to bridge the gap and hit that next level again. And you should probably keep some pussy around too. So you don't forget what it looks like.
Approaching is so easy you're so much more man than that. Get back over that shit and hit up some ho's.
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I go in and I'm crisp, clean and my vocals are fucking coming out like music. - Anonymous MW student
- Autismus Terminus Finis (Root Cause/Cure of Autism Epidemic)
- Called Off My Wedding & Other Turn Tail Signs Of The American Male
Sun, 09/09/2012 - 15:34
#9
Re: DAY 3
Alex123;1178.8461;99 wrote:
@JUSTDOIT:
Where do you live man?
Gainesville,Fl
Sun, 09/09/2012 - 15:39
#10
Re: nna be that',well grab your fucking nuts and BE IT"
Manwhore;1178.8465;5 wrote:
@JUSTDOIT:
Damn bro. Where did this AA come from you didn't have this before that bad? You should go into your old field reports and reconnect with that old you that operated from another place. Makes it easier for you to bridge the gap and hit that next level again. And you should probably keep some pussy around too. So you don't forget what it looks like.
Approaching is so easy you're so much more man than that. Get back over that shit and hit up some ho's.
LOL @ "don't forget what it looks like".
Yea, it's never been this bad. Been doing the visualization drill, i have no doubt that i'll be good but not sure when