Video of me making myself laugh on a day2

Tue, 04/16/2013 - 07:29

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Can you post pics of her

Can you post pics of her boyd, please. Thanks. Ive developed a healthy fascination

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Tue, 04/16/2013 - 12:56

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She's missing a leg so she's

She's missing a leg so she's kinda self conscious bout full-body shots

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"Apart from the pulling and hauling stands what I am, Stands amused, complacent, compassionating, idle, unitary, Looks down, is erect, or bends an arm on an impalpable certain rest, Looking with side-curved head curious what will come next, Both in and out of the game and watching and wondering at it."

Tue, 04/16/2013 - 16:18

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Interesting- I posted this on

Interesting- I posted this on my field report thread and both comments note the following:

1. I'm genuine
2. She's chasing me hard
3. I have adhd

Here would be my response to that:

1. Yes- I'm very genuine. As in, if you were to come hang out with me, I would pretty much act the exact same around you, as I'm acting around her. I'm not changing up who I am because I'm around a girl- that's some gay shit - obviously, she's a girl so there's a sexual element and a certain degree of "Boss Daddyness" that I might not have around a dude but yeah- basically that's me... take it or leave it.

2. I actually don't really see this- if anyone thinks this is actually the case, could you explain to me what this means or how it manifests itself in this video?

3. Yes, I have adhd but it's mainly because I'm free associating and having a good time- I'm actually extremely focused when I need to be- to the point where my coworkers have asked me if I use adderal (I don't)

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"Apart from the pulling and hauling stands what I am, Stands amused, complacent, compassionating, idle, unitary, Looks down, is erect, or bends an arm on an impalpable certain rest, Looking with side-curved head curious what will come next, Both in and out of the game and watching and wondering at it."

Tue, 04/16/2013 - 17:21

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Your a perfect example of how

Your a perfect example of how you can say whatever the fuck you please and have fun with it...no routines, no agenda I'm inspired

Tue, 04/16/2013 - 17:42

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I have one more goal for

I have one more goal for 2013- along with all the other stuff that I wrote up in my action plan:

Get in touch with my sexuality and learn to not be ashamed/guilty/afraid of it. haha I have "dick-guilt"

I am not fully comfortable with my own sexuality. It's pretty obvious.

If I can get that piece sorted, along with some of the other stuff I mentioned- I'll be incredibly potent

Imagine making a girl laugh this hard and having this level of "carefree-ness" and being this fun to be around- while simultaneously having that ruthless "Fuck or get out" vibe- I have a large part of the equation down. My verbals/detachment from outcome/authenticity/"self amusement" are pretty top knotch

It's clear that, along with the other stuff I posted in my action plan (Emotional control, empathy, detachment from outcome)- my sexuality is going to be a journey. It's one of the next pieces. I'm 23 and I haven't TRULY explored it that much.

I'm not talkign about just having sex- I'm talking about exploring my sexuality in the same way that I introspect every other aspect of who I am. I'm talking about understanding my sexuality on that "next level" type shit... being as comfortable with my sexuality as I am with most other parts of who I am.

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"Apart from the pulling and hauling stands what I am, Stands amused, complacent, compassionating, idle, unitary, Looks down, is erect, or bends an arm on an impalpable certain rest, Looking with side-curved head curious what will come next, Both in and out of the game and watching and wondering at it."

Tue, 04/16/2013 - 17:48

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Also- I want to make it

Also- I want to make it clear- I have enough understanding of my sexuality that I'm not a retarded fish out of water with the stuff... but being able to explore a relationship with a girl should include getting to know her sexually, as well as personally and it creates a much deeper bond (if that's what you want- it's all about intention here, guys)

If you want to fuck a girl once and never see her again- you can

If you want to fuck a girl once, gain a new understanding about yourself and her, in the process- you can

It's about intention.

But in both cases- in order to make either process quicker, it's simply a matter of having that deeper understanding of your own sexuality and as a result having the ability to express it fully and open the girl up to HER own sexuality

In the same way that I have a fairly unique ability (and other top pooahs as well) to bring a girl out of her shell- personality wise- the next step is to do that same exact shit, except with your and hers sexuality

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It's Just Something You Have To Do If You Want To Be Great- Manwhore

"Apart from the pulling and hauling stands what I am, Stands amused, complacent, compassionating, idle, unitary, Looks down, is erect, or bends an arm on an impalpable certain rest, Looking with side-curved head curious what will come next, Both in and out of the game and watching and wondering at it."

Wed, 04/17/2013 - 06:52

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Free association like this

Free association like this makes it near impossible for a girl not chase. Good work

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