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Dude you're hilarious. You apparently think you're being all slick using "drama" texting. But she's gaming YOU. She's hilarious, witty, chasing your ass.. your creativity and input in this conversation is just about.. derp status. Look at it. What's happening is this is all carried over from the convo before. 

And you still can't get a date, ahaha. 

Did I hurt your feelings. I wasn't meaning to. I was actually sitting here chomping at the bit with some popcorn waiting to see what kind of new dimension Julien was adding to text game. 

I didn't say I was being slick, I said I was fucking around. And I don't have anything invested here, I'm just trying to learn. Nobody's saying that Julien is way better than you. Jesus you can be sensitive.

Thanks for the constructive input tho lol

Whether I'm being played or not, one thing I'm learning is that less is more. I haven't been letting my interactions breathe as all. I'm always chasing and putting in the last word. I need to lean back way more and let her get back to me (or not) and not care either way. Even if she is playing me, as long as I'm not chasing and if I can get under control and selective to what I'll allow and respond to I'll have my power back.

No man I'm not being sensitive, I'm telling you you had the complete wrong idea of what was going on there. I am always looking to see what's possible and learn new shit 

You know interestingly enough I didn't think you had that issue in your text game I just thought it was this particular convo. You think it's something you got going on? 

And honestly, I think my biggest takeaway here is that I really don't care if she's playing me or not. I've managed to remove myself from the outcome. I honestly don't care if I get her, if she's playing me, or if she even gets back to me. It's a powerful feeling.

I'm feeling more and more abundant,  which helps. I met a very promising hot little Mexican girl last night. Also have regular girls and a steady stream of good leads. Despite the occasional scarcity attack, things are on the up and up.

I think you nailed it when you said I may have developed an unconscious sense of need due to my lifestyle changes.

The research I've done on the tiger dream has been pretty wild and eye opening

No holmes I didn't mean she was playing you in a negative way. Whoops. I meant it in a very positive way. She's super engaged at this point she's loving the dew 

Yeah I had some things to say about that but forgot to get to it. 

She also referenced a "wife". That's flirty as hell. You should start gaming them both/the situation immediately. You can start out light but I would definitely start projecting onto them both 

You're using drama game to keep her vaguely interested. She should be investing WAY more but I prefer MW's style as well. There's a time and place for julien shit. Usually when you're losing a girl or want to hear her cry while you furiously masturbate.

Ok I see more what you're doing here. Curious to see how it works out

Normally I would agree G. With this particular girl and how closed off she normally is, the fact that she's calling me, replying right away and texting me at midnight strikes me as a huge investment. I could be wrong.

Yeah she's invested for sure. I'm actually curious what's going on in her head right now. Who knows she could totally be down for this sort of thing, she might even be sizing up a dildo for your butt right now.

Do you guys ever watch that show "Shameless". Excellent, super sexy show. There's an extra disturbing dildo scene in it having to do with William h Macy trying to appeal to the sympathies of a seemingly innocent mother on the show. So she starts to coddle him, then ties him up and sticks a HUGE dildo in his ass LOL

yeah, I actually have at one point had both of those girls by the hair making out with them both right in the lounge lol. My buddy's dating the wife ATM 

I get that your concern is that I'm being too feminine. I haven't really felt in danger of that because of how much dominance I've displayed with her. It's been all caveman with our in-person interactions to the point where I have sensed that she's intimidated and therefore standoffish. I've pulled her hair, groped the shit out of her and made out with her (and friend) in public, pulled her tits out at a party, physically yanked her the fuck away and overtly stole her from a beast and bully of another alpha dude leaving him standing there alone like a bitch. All of this she loved and made her head spin. I also think it scares her. I thought by making myself a bit vulnerable she might start to feel like she can trust me..

Ahh. Good shit